ever since scott went wit debbie, callie sort of started to kick scott
out of her life. she try not to talk to him, she din wan anything to do wit
him. scott is goin to be gone from her life once n for all... n her heart too.
"hey, y u guys not so close edi wan?" ppl use to ask.
"y shud we be? haihyah, ppl gt gf d... dowan interfere lo..." callie would
answer casually,carefully covering the tracks of her bleeding heart. he lied
to me. he played me a fool. i tot there was smthg. turns out to be jus a
fragment of my imagination. he lead me on.
"haiyah, jealouse izzit? dun la... not meant to be la!" amanda would always
say that. yup. not meant to be. never was. he's a jock, i'm a ... forget it!
since scott moved on, i would be an idiot if i waited for him. i shud try
to get my mind of the bloody betraying bastard. but it wasnt easy, not with
scott's popularity n definitely not with debbie rubbing it in her face every
chance she can get.
"hey, did u see scottie anywhere?" debbie would run up to callie n ask.
wtf? scottie?
"urm... no." callie would give her the shortest answer in her brain. she
avoided them any chance she can get.
"haiyoooh... that boy a.. so hard to find him... yunno la... his things all
with me... wanna find him oso hard..." debbie would say with her oh-so-
*excuse me* -bitching tone. callie heard enough, she jus glared at her,
wishing deep down tat she could jus pull all her hair off her head! debbie
soon knew that she was barking the wrong tree and would back off....
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
forgeting scott was easier said den done. he was everywhere. he was
there when callie finished school, he was there during church. and the
worst part was the fact that scott still treated callie the same.
"hey..." callie's heart skipped a beat. she turned around in shock at the
fimiliar voice behind. scott? she peeped behind his shoulder, no sight of
debbie.
"watcha doin here without debbie?she might throw a fit jus seeing us
talk." callie would always try to answer scott calm n collected, ignoring
the fact that her heart was thumping fast and the fact that scott was
staring at her so closely. okay... all i need to do is jus end this conversation
a.s.a.p!
"naaah...she's alright. i came to see you. u alright? haven't seen u much
recently." scott reached out his hand trying to hold callie's shoulder but she
backed off. scott looked abit dissapointed. but his dissapointment was far
far faaar different from wat callie was feeling. please dun touch me. i'm
afraid. any more of this torment and i'll jus run into your arms and cry.
how could u do this to me? u lead me on, u made me believed in the
imposibble. den u left me out to die. what do u expect from me now?
"dun liddat la.." callie said while trying to hold back her tears. "later debbie
sees u... u'll get in trouble." witout waiting for scott's reply, she jus pushed
away his hand and walked off. she couldnt stop her tears. she hated herself
for still feeling the same way. WHY?!
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
wat really did the trick? callie was walking along the building one day, and
she saw debbie dragging scott's hand as they walked behind the block. she
waited for a while n she waited awhile longer. she couldnt help it. she walked
behind. yes, she followed dem. and there they were.... .... .... .... .... .... ....
his hands were locked with hers... she was in his arms... it was unbearable....
a kiss.... her hands were wrapped around his shoulders as her right hand
slided up to his neck....thats it! she snapped.
callie never remembered crying that much or that hysterically before.
all she knew was, this is the last time she's shedding a tear for him. so she went
home. days and nights went by as she weeped the nights aways. wat was a
lovestruck 14 year old to do? she cried. n she cried. she cried till her eyes were
puffy and she could cry no more. thats it... scott is never gonna get near my heart
again.
part vi... coming up.
i noe callie's story is abit slow compared to scott's.
patience my dear readers....
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