Wednesday, August 29

our days together

it struck me today that the time we have together is getting shorter.
it struck me today that by next week you may nt be mine anymore.
it struck me today that if it wasnt for the incident that day,
i wouldn't have to lose you.
it struck me today.....
i'm sorry.
perhaps it is my fault.
i do not want to replace you.
my little cutie
my very first

Tuesday, August 28


did i mention that i'm a freak for musicalssss????!!!!

Tracy Turnblad (Nikki Blonsky), an overweight teenager with all the right moves, is obsessed with the Corny Collins Show. Every day after school, she and her best friend Penny (Amanda Bynes)run home to watch the show and drool over the hot Link Larkin (Zac Efron), much to Tracy's mother Edna's (John Travolta) dismay. After one of the stars of the show leaves, Corny Collins (Jason Marsden) holds auditions to see who will be the next person on the Corny Collins show. With all of the help of her friend Seaweed (Elijah Kelly), Tracy makes it on the show, angering the evil dance queen Amber Von Tussle (Brittany Snow) and her mother Velma (Michelle Pfieffer). Tracy then decides that it's not fair that the black kids can only dance on the Corny Collins Show once a month, and with the help of Seaweed, Link, Penny, Motormouth Maybelle (Queen Latifah), her father (Christopher Walken) and Edna, she's going to integrate the show.....without denting her 'do!

rain on me

i hate missing classes.
which was wat i did because my smart ass was sick.
i hate missing classes because i'll end up lost as ever.
dont know wat was happening.
com print production was like crap coz i was leaking like a pipe... flu wise my dear...
i was sneezing and coughing my whole way through class.
after lunch.
was videography.
i kind aliked videography classes.
our equipments!
its nice... and we always get to learn stuff.
sumhow videography was like my art history class and my photography class.
they teach us stuff which we actually dont need to use right on the field.
but subjects like these helps us to understand everything else better.
keeps my perspective wide.
thats why i love em.
our lecturer, mr jye. *i like him!! he replies students mails!!*
but yesterday's practical was......screwed up to the max.
1) i dont mind ppl smoking. but all at once????
- there were 5 guys in my group yesterday. and they were all smoking!!! at the same time!!!! and we were shooting in the basement!!!!! OH MY GOODNESS MY POOR LUNGS!!!!
2) ppl just love to stick their feet where they dont belong huh?
-i spend 3 hours, listening to ppl who were not suppose to be talking. and yet they talk like they're in charge. ppl who have no repect for the authorities and the leader.
-actresses that keep telling ppl wat to do when they're shot is only 2 sec. actresses that order other ppl oround even after the director said "silence" "camera" "rolling" "ACTION"'re suppose to keep your bloody pipe hole SHUT! not suddenly say "haiyah, u tak boleh begitu la... mesti smile punya!!" in the middle of the bloody shooting.
-the art director who gives no shit about the props or the set, instead she goes around telling the cameraman wat to do and yells "CUT! CUT! CUT!"...hello...thats the director's job. stewpid. not you.
-another actress that MUST ask "do i look good?" every single time she finishes a shot. she'll just sit at one corner and ask "when u all gonna shoot me??" "when's my turn?" "when?" "when?"..... she NEVER stops!!!!!!! NEVER!!! and she drives me nuts! bloody goldfish eye girl.
3) i learned yesterday that i misjudge ppl alot. especially malay dudes.
-when i first saw wawan, he was yesterday's Director of Photography for my group yesterday. he came in
with his slim fit torn jeans. messed up hair (nt in a STYLISH WAY)...freakishly tall with bad teeth due to smoking. weirdest shirt i've ever seen. when i 1st saw him , my thought was "OH SHIT!we're dead..." surprisingly, he was calm and cool. eventhough the curse so much, even in hokkien and i din understood. but he was rational and serious about his work. he curse normally when he fails to get his shoot right. or he couldnt steady his hands. but when the bunch of whacked monkeys were arguing n yelling at each other. he didnt.
-when i saw alif, our director and his whole bunch of malay friends. i was convinced its gonna blow. coz they were fooling around, smoking, cursing as ever. but when we were gonna shoot. aliff was good. eventho he didnt quite did he's role as the director due to some ppl. but he was ok. i meant he kept his head straight la. he tried to keep the production goin, keep pushing them on...
question: at a situation like this...would it be better to yell back at the disrespectful ppl to tell them whose boss? or not?
-truth is...i would've... but come to think about it... if alif did, the situation would've been even worst.
4) i was just trying to help them with watever i can. the lights, the props....
den ansif and alif saw that i was jus waiting for them... (i was suppose to the one of the 2seconds actress/kelefeh) oso they decided to shoot our scene 1st...and let me go home early. yay!!! butthen, the timing sucked balls la..... it was freaking jammed outside. if i were to go home later, i would've reached home earlier...
5)i hate rainy days...
they make me emo~


Saturday, August 25

High School Musical...2....3??

since i'm been so shhhiicck theres nthg i can do...
its been actually emo n down all the time..

there's a upside to it....
This!!!!anyone who knows me knows that i'm a High School Musical fan...
i mean...

i'm on the HSM craze for since it started...
MONTHS before it started...


maybe i am a bit too old for disney movies musical...
but i cant deny tat i am psyched over it...

sum ppl say the sequel is normally a turn off...
-evan almighty *C'MON!! noah?! bruce almighty was good.. jimcarrey was great...but this?! is jus wrong~~~ i wouldnt mind if it was adam sandler... -.-"
- pirates 2...3......bit too draggy...and too complicated to get the story right...@.@
- legally blonde2 (+.+") speechless...
- godfather3 * i'm a godfather fan...but just slighty over for me...
- ocean 12, OCEAN 13!!!! i dun mind the hot guys lik george clooney n brad pitt...but the story sucked!! admit it! u only but the tickets to see bradpitt!! and the old-hot-batman!!


i've listened to every HSM musical song even the ones from the tobe released album HSM2...
and watched every music video...

i noe....

but hey!!! aku suka la!!! i like la!!! lu mana sakit??!!!
but i am aware that its corny...and unrealistic... and oh-so-the-fake....
plus the new storyline (which i read already) eeheheh... is abit stewpid....
oops! i meant to say "cliche~"
BUT...its High School Musical!!!!!


mayb i just love musicals abit toooo much...
i do love musicals..!!!
and the choreography is amazing!!!
i love dance movies...
and i like the cute cast(s) too... grins~
aaaa.....The corbin bleu...
if u guys think i like corbin bleu coz he's a jock...*ur soooo wrong*
if u guys think its his funky weird hairdo....*wrong again! dun ever try it!!! *
if u guys think its his body...*hmmm...well....he does have a nice physic...BUT NO...i din like him coz of that*
its just one simple thing that turn me on... and most ppl jus dont notice.....
his smile!!!
his friggin smile!!

i'm serious!!!



Friday, August 24

it blows part3

fever up...... fever down.........
cold sweat........

bathed like 10 times last night...
ppl just don't give me a break huh?
moms nagging down my throat...
sis chasing me for the hongkong trip...
I"M SICK for goodness sake!
gimme a break!!!

i cant sleep without thinking of the late assignments and missed classes...
sumtimes i just wish if it would be easier if i were to be admitted into a hosp and stay there!

Thursday, August 23

it blows part2

i woke up at 5 am tday.
to find that nt only i've lost my voice...
i've also lost the ability to swallow anything even my saliva.
i've also developed the skill to vomit n cough up anything that goes down my throat.

apparently the infection in my throat spread upwards to my nose rather that downwards.
i'm breathless all the time.
i breath through my nose for too long my throat will seem dry n it hurts even to breath.

i cant swallow thus i dun eat solids.
my kepala darn pening wey~~~
and its raining cats and dogs right now.
just now somemore blackout!

Wednesday, August 22

it blows...!

my thumbdrive crashed on me....
my work is now waaaaaay behind schedule...
darn unproductive...
i wake up to have absolutly NO VOICE!!
den running rose...
den my nose bled...
den i gt the fever!!
mommy thinks i'm faking it...
when to the doc.
i hate lozenges!!!

now i'm just down right emo~
i cant even say that my life s**ks!!
so life BLOWS okay?!

*roll eyes*
runs to get tissue

Saturday, August 18

对手 by tank & 郑伟康

对手 competition
電玩 你比我快一關
投籃 我比你狠一點
不管 誰來跟我挑戰
i'm faster than you when it comes to video games
i'm stronger than you when it comes to basketball
no matter who it is that came to challenge me
if it isnt you, it doesnt interest me at all.
饒舌 你速度比我慢
考試念書 我比你遜一點
不管 誰來跟我挑戰
我都看不起 我只要衝著你奪冠
i can rap faster than you.
yet when it comes to studies i'm slightly behind you.
no matter who came to challenge me
they're not important as my only aim to beat is you.
我從你倔強眼中看到自己 熟悉的輪廓
ho~我快要跑在前頭 你怎能滯留在後頭
i always see myself in your determined face.
when i'm just slightly in front of you,
you wouldn't be behind me for very long.
你是我朋友 也是我對手
看著你成功 我也光榮
you are my friend, and also a worthy competition
if you succeed, i would be proud too.
you proved that there's still room for dreams in this world.
you showed me that everything is possible with determination.
這一分鐘 你是我對手
很開心有你 陪我鬥牛
最後一刻往往你就是我 不認輸的理由
right at this moment, you are my competition
i'm so glad that it is you that is fighting with and against me
when i'm tired and frustrated
at the end, you're the very reason for me to never give up!
你是我朋友 也是我對手 你是我朋友 wo~
you are my friend also my worthy competition

i saw this song's mtv during its launch last month....
at its very 1st sight, it didnt really attract me...
as i continued listening...

the lyrics struck me so hard...
it left me touched and all teary eyed.

i've been searching for the song high and low...
and i finally found the lyrics...

i do think i'm very lucky
and i feel so thankfull and blessed.
the best of friends.
the greatest companionship.
the worthy competitions.
the support and love.
thank you.
thats all i can muster out.
to friends that stuck with me till the very end.
if you noticed properly.
every color signifies every one of you!
see how colourfull the lyrics are?
thats how blessed i am.
to the cartoons.
to ABC.
to long lost friends.
to friendship.
to the history.
to the memories.
to inspiration.
to guidance.
to the dharma class buddies.
to companionship.
to faith.
and hope.
to -210607-
yours truly,


my life at this point....
would best be described as CONSTIPATED...

not because i couldn't pangsai la.... =.="""
but because its so bloody packed up!!

met up with Calvin last week...
dungu made us wait sooooooooooooooooooooo long...ish...
allie got bored and created Mr Salted Vege Toufu Man...
i tink thats the right name la....
part 1..... part 2.....
Part 3!!!!
brother came back from Vietnam...
bought Yeh Yeh and Aunties some souvenirs....
having computer print production class on mondays just gives me a serious case of monday blues.
assignment 1 is due this week itself and we've just started class.
nt to mention i hate sitting at the back of the class. coz i cant see anything!!!
the mac computers too tall!!! (ya shortie...blek!)
haih... and its a MORNING class... urgh!

videography was superb... eventho its very taxing and tired.
i like being the Director Of Photography...
eventho i dunno much about it.....
AND not to mention it takes up so much time that i went back around 7-8pm last monday...
but at the end of the day... it just feels alright.
i like learning new stuff...
and i adore hands on practical projects...
pretty satisfying....

Tuesday was pretty good...
it was a good day eventho i din do anything and i felt bored.
it was a good day simply because the weather was great.
i spent most of the day staring outside.
the sun was great yet it wasnt burning hot.
the breeze was good.... yup! good day!!!

Wednedsay...was chaotic...
was settling the bookings for the September Hong Kong Trip and Macau Trip....
i have nt seen anyone so stressed up about a vacation...
siao liao...
i've been converting USDollars (from websites) to HKDollars (to bring to HK) to Chinese RenMinBi coz mom wants to go sum where in China Province and lastly back into Malaysian Ringgit coz i need to count the budget...

Visual com on thursday was yet another hectic day... really pengsans...
40 thumbnails to hand in next week...
he siao...
altho i must admit...Mr Lim seem to be more relax this semester...
not so strict liao...
hmmmm.... dunno if its a good thing...

consumer behaviour was draggy and COLD...
the classroom is just the size of a slightly bigger toilet...but theres a HUGE aircond....
assignment 1 is also on the way liao....

went to Mcd's for lunch wit allie n the LEO's from college...
a bunch of really whacked up siao ppl....
eating Mcd's was a normal thing...
but the stuff that they were talking bout was hillarious....
it conversation went from a leftover Quarter Pounder to salty french fries....
to armpits and hairs...and saliva.... to dieting and clubbing....
all the way back to our Leo meeting....
installation is next month...
i need to come up wit the ticket design and the program book...
all 80 of them....
which reminds me...
oops! sarah is gonna kill me....

went yumcha with the dharma class friends friday evening...
there were times which i just wanna jump of the car because the geng drives me nuts!!!
the there were 6 of them all crammed up in the back of a avanza... YELP~!
of course we did have fun though...
fooling around.
watching the badminton competition.

fun fun.

the city of putrajaya
the independance of a country
the fireworks of celebration
i thought it was awesome...
unfortunately, i didn't go...
but klang had a mini fireworks celebration too!
nt bad actually...
ppl were actually crowding at the park beside klang river!!!
for the firemorks and the floats parade....
NOT because someone spotted a mutated giant crocodile.

i dun mind....
they're FIREWORKS!!!
i love fireworks!!!!!!!!!

Friday, August 17

love songs

listening to the radio is a norm for everyone now.
and wats the most overated song ever?
love songs.
its always the
"boy loves gurl-gurl love boy-gurl dumps boy-boy sings song of heartache"
or the
"boy loves gurl-gurl love boy- happily after song"
or the
"gurl love boy-boy cheats on gurl-gurl gets back song"
take a pick...
its always there...
dun misunderstand...
i love these song...
i'm a emo-song fan...
emo lovie dovie songs are good and i love them...
these love songs had been here since the 70's to the 80's to the 90's and
now theres still songs like this!
but in this world right now...
at a time like this...
i think "hey there delilah" by the plain white t's are good.
they kept the retro feel of a simple guitar based song...
lyrics are remarkable.
these are the songs and lyrics that would that really means something.
holding on....
having faith....
hanging on...
there are stil loads of songs with similiar themes.
but hey there delilah...
i dunno...
seems very down to earth to me...
"Hey There Delilah"
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

of course,
thats just me...
what bout you?


Monday, August 13

Thursday, August 9

a little something

a little something that brightens up my day
a small person thats going to make a huge difference in this world
a worthy competition thats makes me strive to be better
a loving companion for everytime it gets cloudy
a friend that will always get me smiling till the end.
btw, flashpoint by donnie yen was awesome.
i've always been a fan of donnie yen's work.
for his awesome concepts.
for his remarkable movies.
for his breathtaking not-so-fake stunts.
but one thing bugs me...whats with the weird hair?!
its like nicholas cage in Next.
good actors, with weird hairdo...


he's good.
worth watch...


coming for a gurls's point of view.

also, he has a nive physic!
not toooo buffed..
just right.
:: 3niGma ::

Wednesday, August 8


there werent any worries
troubles meant nothing
u din have that scar on your chin
long hair was never my thing
everything was ok
a frown was something rare on your face
we would laugh at any simple thing
everything was as carefree as the wind
it struck me yesterday after the show,
i havent seen u smile like that for a very long time.
as we grow up
we learned to wear masks and hide behind covers.
or just doing it for the sake of trying to be wat others wan us to be?
you have burdens building up on your shoulders
which i'll never ever comprehen.
heavy as they seemed,
you never show it on your face.
i would give anything in this whole world,
giftwrap it if i could.
but for that smile and laugh yesterday.
:: innocence ::
:: freedom ::

like colourful balloons flying in the sky

:: 3niGma ::

thank god for camera phones!!

com print production ended early on monday....
we had 2 hours to burn...
after lunch we still had around ONE hour...
what did we do???
we ARE bored.... of my funky college mates...
:: 3niGma ::

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