Wednesday, November 29

i wanna puke

:: home work ::
i wanna throw up...had been rushing asses like nobody's business... i finally finished my perspective assignment...n i have another half of my liquor bottle to render... i hate marker rendering!!
alkohol markers making me sick!! after days of inhaling the markers, i'm starting to tink mayb
the alkohol i inhaled is making me tipsy!!

:: fluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ::
i hate being sick... temperature goin up n down... getting whoooo~sy! mayb i am tipsy! my nose is dripping like crap... momie say i remind her of christmas becoz i freaking look like 
rudolph!!

:: PMS-ing :: still?::
mayb its the stress... mayb its the fatigue... but this month's pms is a killer!! i'm sweeling up like a water ballloon...AND!!! i not only look big...it hurts too!!!! *pouts!!* i wanna be a guy!! other normal syptoms include headache, cramps n fatigue!!!

:: emo ::
i dunno wat happen to me... i did the silliest thing!! i bumped into this mtv in the tv tday...
mivheal wong guang liang - [yue ding] promise
by the end of the mtv, i was tearing n sobbing like a baby.. swear to god! i freak myself out!! y the hell was i crying over a 7mins mtv??!

actually, i do get the mtv... it relates to me.. in a weird, freaky, emo way....
a promise, an agreement, a pledge...
sometimes, we get so caught up with our own web, searching n striving for our dreams... we neglect the very essence of our existance... we neglect the ppl right in front of us...
sometimes, we're so absorbed into climbing higher than we forgot to look below at the ppl who are pushing n supporting us... all the way...
be it frens or family... we do that sometimes... we tend to tink...we are the whole world...
but if a single phrase, a single call, a single promise can pull u back to reality...
remind u wats the real truth...
thats wat its about...





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3 comments:

nasH said...
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nasH said...

there there u'll be okay soon.. :)

-3niGma- said...

akakak....thx nash!!!

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