funny stuff

some of the weird stuff we did while our trip to genting.

:)

more to come.

genting pictures!

whoa...

whoa!!

its been alot of emoing lately!!!

time to cheer up fellas.

:)

onward & upwards!

说好的幸福呢

after such a long time.

it still brings me to tears whenever I hear this song in the radio.

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你的回话凌乱着Ni de hui hua ling luan zhe

Your response is lost in confusion.

在这个时刻Zai zhe ge shi ke

At this moment

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽Wo xiang qi pen quan bang de bai ge

I recall a dove in a room with a fountain.

甜蜜散落了Tian mi san luo le

The sweetness has dispersed.

情绪摸名地拉扯Qing xu mo ming de la che

It’s only dragged-out emotion.

我还爱你呢Wo hai ai ni ne?

Do I still love you?

但你断断续续唱着歌Dan ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge

You are intermittently singing

假装没事了Jia zhuang mei shi le

Pretending it doesn’t matter.

时间过了 走了Shi jiang guo le zou le

Time passed, it’s gone.

爱情面临选择Ai qing mian lin xuan ze

Our love is faced with a choice.

你冷了 倦了我哭了Ni leng le juan le wo ku le

You’ve grown cold and tired, I’ve cried.

离开时的不快乐Li kai shi de bu kuai le

Your unhappiness upon leaving

你用卡片手写着Ni yong ka pian shou xie zhe

You have written down on a card.

有些爱只给到这You xie ai zhi gei dao zhe

When love comes to this,

真的痛了Zhen de tong le

It truly hurts.

怎么了 你累了Zen me le ni lei le

What happened? You’ve grown tired.

说好的 幸福呢Shuo hao de xing fu ne

What about the happiness we promised each other?

我懂了 不说了Wo dong le bu shuo le

I’ve figured it out, let's not talk about it.

爱淡了Ai dan le

Love has been diluted.

梦远了Meng yuan le

My dreams have gone far away.

开心与不开心一一细数着Kai xin yu bu kai xin yi yi xi shu zhe

The difference between being happy and unhappy is becoming a thinner line.

你再不舍Ni Zai bu she

You don’t give up again.

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得Na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke wo dou hai ji de

The emotions of having loved are too deep. I still remember them.

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢Ni bu deng le shuo hao de xing fu ne

You didn’t wait. What about the happiness we promised each other?

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了Wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le

I’ve made a mistake, wiped away the tears, let go, and regretted it.

只是回忆那音乐盒还旋转着Zhi shi hui yi na yin yue he haixuan zhuan zhe

It only hold memories, but the music box is still playing.

要怎么停呢Yao zen ma ting ne

How’s it supposed to stop?

说好的 幸福呢Shuo hao de xing fu ne

What about the happiness we promised each other?

movies

When I was dating TZ,
I remembered we use to watch every single movie that came up.
We went for the movies just to catch a movie.
Of course we went till our pockets were empty and we were really broke.

That lasted for 6 months.

Then we resorted to buying DVDs to watch.
In the past 3 years we’ve been together,

we had a compilation of nearing 100 DVDs.
We’ll call in Dominos, Peperoni Double Decker with extra cheese.
And we’ll just have a marathon of DVDs.
All the action shows; blockbusters; chick flicks (rarely)

& horror flicks, our SAW 12345 compilation

and some random weird movies.

That lasted for pretty long as well. Then he got busier and I got busier.

We got frustrated and we argued a lot.

Petty stuff like my finals, his work

even jus going out for mamak was beyond our efforts.

So as DVDs continue piling up and piling more….;

we never got a chance to watch them.

Somehow right now, I don’t feel like watching them anymore.
:(

Screw it.

Shit I’m blardy emo now.

*sigh

I always feel so low and left out when ever I hear other people going to catch a movie.
Or that they’ve seen transformers or ice age or whatever new shows that coming out.

I’m always been a movie junkie.
I loved chasing trailers for shows; I knew The Curious Case of Benjamin Button was going to come out 1 year before, same goes with The Fast and Furious, The Dark Knight, Spiderman, Wolverine, Transformers, Ice Age and all. And I’ll anticipate EVERY SINGLE one until they’re out on the silver screen.

I wouldn’t even mind watching them alone.

A part of me blamed time and Mother Nature for it, I really do.

I use to watch movies with my friends, den we graduated; they had their cliques and their own friends. And it’s so goddamn frustrating when I ask, “Hey you wanna watch a movie?” And they’d go. “I watched that one jor wo…wit XXX & XXX”. And the worst thing? It happens all the time. EVERY SINGLE TIME. We’ll always end up watching some old out of season crappy movie then what was intended. BUMMER.

Now why is it that they’ve watch every single blockbuster out there while CARYN have not? I wonder why CARYN didn’t watch Transformers or why CARYN missed Wolverine or why CARYN didn’t watch The Dark Knight?

Right….? Caryn dun have that bunch of friends to constantly go out and watch the movies. Even mamak sessions have to be planned 1 month before! Even then, half the people couldn’t come.

It seriously hurts. To feel kinda… alone.

do you know?

“你到家了就告诉我一声啊” “你到家了没啊？”

意思是我要你一定平安，我不许你有事

down there tooo....

ekkkk!!!

just reeive news our 3rd floor cafeteria auntie is also quarantined for A(H1N1)...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

menakutkan

A (H1N1)

I work… in an advertising agency.
We deal with the Media Owners & Media Companies all the time.

Today we receive an email that says the Media Company will be closed down for 1 week due to a confirmed A(H1N1) case.

O.O!

Their office is at level 16 of the same building my office is in.

This news certainly triggered some panic amongst our fellow colleagues.

Especially since we always run up & down from their office.

*phew* luckily I din go there this week.

Let’s just hope this pandemic virus ends fast. People are really starting to freak out. Haih.

well.... TODAY WAS A BLAST!!.... not!

Today was some horrible horrible vegetable day.
I know it sounds lame.

I’m feeling pretty lame right now.

It’s been a long day. I broke a heel from my shoe. :( I took the wrong turning on the way back… siao! My touchNgo no more $$ jor. Ish. Macam suey sangat la!

Maybe I’m just really tired, after the trip and all. Or maybe I had so much fun I din want to work yet? Haiyoh… tak tao la…I partly depressed its ending so soon too!

Or maybe I’m just getting lazy… LOL.
(I doubt that though… maybe la… but not now)

Normally I’m very hyper and psyched about work on Monday geh ma!!!

Well, today was stinky. Work load was craaaaazzzzziiieeeeeeeee…
Maybe cause my colleague took her leaves today.

No… not today… The whole week!!

OMG…seijor…

EMO A!!

I didn't even go to my kcba friend's gathering. Tak larat~ :(

*flops on to bed*
I’m gonna snooze right now…

I’m forcing my brain to stop working jor.
Nights.

ish.

work loads have been craaaaazzzzzy.

mayb i tak biasa with the whole "working life" yet.

*sobs.

bengang,

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genting was awesome.
photos are a killer la! nearly 500 Mb!!

how to send a? ish...

its saddening la... kinda depressing.
that when ur having fun...
u cant help but realise that the end is so near.

Kimchoon is flying on 21 September.
:(

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the kcba geng are having steamboat session later.
ona %^&*!%^&*!***! monday.
ish

emo la.
ape pun tak jadi.

kerja banyak sial.

i wanna scream.

a legend

here i sit in my little cubicle.

i'm listening to hitz at this moment, they're doin a tribute to the legend - the late Micheal Jackson.

As much as it's gonna give me a headache soon.

I walk around the office today.

MJ's music was everywhere.
in each and every corner.

and the most beautiful part?
none of them are the same.

even now as i curi curi type this.
i can hear ABC from Jackson 5 soming from my left;
i can hear Beat It slightly further more from my left;
fron the direction in front of me... i hear Triller's beats thumping away;
on my right i can head I'm Bad & Smooth Criminal slightly further away.

take a stroll in my office.... I'll hear "OW!" "nngh!" from various directions.

I love Micheal Jackson's music.
Especially songs like Billie Jean, Triller, smooth criminal.
Kudos to the dude for this glittering white gloves & military suits.
also the trend of them avaitor sunglasses.

he was truly a very talented icon.

1 simple question:
Which one of us did not ATTEMPT to even try "MOONWALKING" when they were a kid?

i noe i did.

Micheal Jackson.

Michael Jackson, the "King of Pop" who once moonwalked above the music world, died.

He was 50.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/6/26/apworld/20090626071842&sec=apworld

gaaawwdddd.

i'm so tired.
beyond my popping eyeballs.
and beyond my pulsing head.

ouch.
memeningkan.

I need to sleep.
its been a long day.

weird dreams.

i've been having loads of dreams about random people lately.
specially guys.

some made my pillow wet.
-those i shant speak of tday-

some jus wake me up in the middle of the night
and go
"eh?? watthe....."
O.o


seriously.
i dun even see some of them anymore.
why do i see them when i'm asleep?
hmmm...
mayb i shud start msg-ing them

see whats up.

my buntut itchy...

these days i often have this URGEEE...
(no... nt to scratch my buntut... dun worry)

but i hav this urge of taking the dslr for a photo trip.
i havent been doing photography since ages!

like really jus bawa camera and walk around KL.

let the lense do the talking.

I've always loved photography.
WAIT LA...

some day...
*dreams*

cutting my hair

haiyoh.
my hair look like lion again.

this time no bf to cut for me jor.
where to cut my hair leh??

haih..
dun dare leh... wanna trust ppl to chop my hair.
eventho my rambut edi like broom jor.
so messy.

=.="

eh! but i guai guai jor lo.
since my Petpet from work say my hair SOOOOO dry.

i "sang seng" jor lo...
insaf jor...

got use conditioner jor.
*shy*

v

i read this post from v's blog.

maybe i perasan la...
but i tink she blogged about me...

sometime i'm jealous.
she has this really great personal blog.
where she jus blogs bout every little thing that happens in her life.
from going out to meet friends, to buying new shoes, even .... a haircut!
:)
and so many ppl would actually drop by and support her.
probably cause she's really active in online forums.
hence she has alot of great online friends.
:)

but v in person.
is really really shy.
she has this really small voice, and she always lowers her head whenever she talks to people.
I use to always have this urge, this instant feeling like "i have to protect her".
cause she seems to soft & demure.
but as I got to know her.
she aint as weak as she thinks.
she mayb soft spoken, sum might think she's naive.
but we're actually alot the same.

we just prefer to think the best of a person , not the worst.
even if we get hurt, it doesnt mean that the whole world is evil.
I gav up on believing in people a long time ago.
but v .... she is very determine.

she always calls herself "angel".
at some point, it feels like she is my angel.

she's very caring, and very observant.
she may not speak alot.
but thats just her.

at the end of the day, arent we all jus simple people?
everyone just wants to be accepted.
for who they really are.

:)

prettier pictures....

we had our family pictures taken this year!!
photographer - sunsun & soosoo.

i noe its way overdued.
but since internet has been pretty nice to me...
WHY NOT!

enjoy!

life goes on

tiredzzz...

LOLs.

i cant wait till genting
ish.

i had a dream.
a bad bad dream.

a dream about him.
isnt tat odd?

haih. oh well. its just a dream
nthg but taers on my pillow.

great cause. willing heart. insufficient guts.

Criterias for selection.
1. Preferably single. Below 33 yrs old
2. Valid driving licence
3. Willing to take 10 days of annual leaves to go on this trip.
4. An artistic talent, be it music, art, videographing, writing,etc.
5. Cares for and believe this cause
6. Able to articulate the cause and purpose.

I WANNA JOIN WWF!!

Sobs sobs. I wanna join…
No guts.
LOL

I was reading it… and then when I stopped at No. 4….
Stunned….
“artistic talent”….


I wish.
:(