my week

Interesting week I had.
Minimal sleep yet everything surprisingly seems ok…

Wahahah. Dad says it’s called “temporary adrenalin” hence…
“It feels good now, you’ll be crying soon”.

LOLs.
Perhaps.

I’m happy in a sense that my life has a certain amount of balance. Not all sides’ la, but soon. :) I’m confident I’ll work smthg out.

I do my work, its challenging yet its interesting. Different people; different clients; different situation. It’s difficult sometimes, having to be out of my comfort zone, out of my element. I’m always a person that needs everything to be in order & according to schedule. With this work scope, being able to cope with last minutes changes & impromptu arrangements seems to be a much needed skill. So even when things don’t go ideally according to plan, it may not be perfect, there’s this humungous sense of accomplishments when you get over it.

I still use my designing skills. LOL Surprisingly ain’t it? Seeing that I hated them so much during my diploma days. I do my part to help out. NOT THE CANGGIH MANGGIH DESIGNING LA… but basic name cards, flyers, brochures particularly for friends & my dharma teacher’s self development centre. I’m happy. So it’s not wasted. :)

I do my share for the temple’s prefects board. I’m trying to create a managing & execution system for the board for its disciplinary division. Discipline I may not know well, but managing & execution system, that I can still help. Sides, I’m not the only one, it feel good to be a part of a team. All us seniors to help pitch in smthg for a place that has given us so much. :)

I know, “it’s so LAME”. Some would say. Some even asked if I had anything better to do. Teehee. I’m not a particularly religious person. Any religion is good as long as their teachings are for the better, to love and peace; not hatred and war. :) It feels good being able to help out. No contribution too big or too small. It’s a place when I learnt a lot & grew up, with great guidance & companions. As some would still doubt that I’ve changed for the better, quote sis “go dharma class good meh? You oso din change de!!” Ouch it hurts. My only reply would be that I am not a Saint nor am I god, I’m still human & I’m still learning. I have my emotions and at times I may not have controlled them very well. However, I know that I’m better now than I was before; even the littlest improvement shall be a benchmark for me to grow even more. :) *winks

Activities with my highschool friends are notably great too. Hopefully the Kuantan Trip will not be canceled. And I’m emofied that April is leaving to Scotland soon. :( But from hiking and picnic, even waterfall hunting at Templers, to glow-in-the-dark themed GreenBox karaoke sessions for Mandy’s 21st bday. Its all been pretty swell!

Lastly, family time. I talk to my sister more since I started to occasionally (frequently la!!) tumpang her car back to go home. I’d talk bout my day at work & hear about her day too. Not exactly “sisters’ ber-bonding time” la. But it still feels pretty good. Bro seems to be relatively nicer to me. (Reasons yet to be known, but hopefully its all good. Haha.) and I still have time to manja daddy abit on the mornings and evening. And be mommy’s little girl for a while during the evening. :) (I’ve recently started to PUNCTUALLY do my chores; hence mom’s in a pretty good mood) I still see my family during the weekends, coffee yumcha session at yehyeh’s house. Nintendo Wii Guitar Hero session at sis’s hse!!

I’m still rather tired out though. But it’s still all good. It’s good.