oh!!! the tired-nessssssssss....

whole weekend so the busy...
not to mention tired..
i stil have art direction print ads and copywriting proposal to do...
dieeeeeeeee!!!!!!

presentation tday...
i slept at 2-3am last night... (this morn la)...
woke up at 6..... shit forgotten bout the presentation..
quickly started making notes and memorizing..
mati lo....

presentation day....
thank god for pass experience... i totally screwed the notes!!!!
paiseh....
not prepared wert...
so ma jus goreng la!!!!!
act like it was all part of the plan...
ekekek...no one noticed!!!
i missed a whole page in the proposal...

but the teacher sumore blurto...said i did good!!

wahahahahhahahahahhahah....
tired...
went back..slept...
jus woke up....

gotta do work tnite...
shit....
*pouts!!!*

::3niGma::

steamboat!!!

after one whole week of prep for the pressie and performance...

and yesterday was the wedding at klang..

tday is the steamboat session a.k.a makan-ing session at teachers hse.

started preparing at around 12... potong ini... potong itu...

i cooked beehun ....

y small pic???

1) coz i look like shit...baru bangun la....

2) my bro cant take decent pics!!!

tiredzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

look at the red red eyes!!...

the Vgarden wedding!!!

our teacherSSsssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

akakka... well... finally its the day!!!

we've (the 12 students) have been anticipating the day for so long...

whoa... our performance oso wert!!! but darn hectic...

for the pass 3 nights all slept at 5am... *ish!!*

anyways, this is the wedding of our beloved teachers...(yea...both)

registered but not married... *huh??* akakka...

nvm...

we all love them... so so so so so much...

<---------

the trio peroformance

my gosh yi yong can sing so well...

caixin pro wit her guitar.

erm... eheheh... kelly oso pitched in her vocal!

touching~

bottom: the camwhore gurls...

we were wearing formal before that.

we changed for the performance.

fuuuu~uh! byk kerja...

can see chia zeh and yong kang running around so the busy...

the gurls.... we were all busy ushering the ppl...

walao... all the aunties super kao kao!!!

*did i mention i HATE make up-ing!!??

i suck at it.... the make up process killed me 1 and half hour!!!!

you are our angel...

two souls

there were 2 souls looking for their place,

one day seeking hearts will embrace.

they begin to walk the journey of love.

hand in hand, heart to heart,

they come unite;

cherishing the love

that has made them man and wife.

may their love and compassion for each,

be a beautiful story,

that in all its glory, last forever.

all bliss all eternity

as strong as a boulder,

wonderful, blissfull times,

shared by both of you;

now the day has come for u to say "i do".

walking hand in hand,

becoming husband and wife.

starting a journey together,

sharing a love filled life.

today, you marry.

your special day is here.

the day you celebrate your love,

with those you hold dear.

my wishes to you

your happiness begins

with your wonderful wedding day,

you'll share everything together,

through it all, your love will stay.

congrats to you

as you begin your happy life,

may all good things be yours

as husband and wife.

::3niGma::

met up!!

meeting was a drag during art direction....

Mr anderson, our lecture was the bomb tho... i happen to like his class ok?? he's funky!!! not the psycho lecturer everyones talking about... u jus need to ask him properly n he won't screw u la... stewpid ppl annoy me!! lazy ppl tat tink they can scurry away from responsibility annoy me even worst!!! haih.....

more work berlambak... dateline so damn near!!!

urgh!! i hate doin last minute work!! unfortunately i always end up doin things last minute!!! *WAAAATTTT!!!??? so much things goin on k????*

i manage to squeez some time to meet up wit edmund n calvin!!! gosh i missed them...

akakaka... and of course by nature we started snapping pics!!! then eddy came too!! with two hot chickas!!! akakak... but i gotta rush to go for cheng beng prayers.... so i chao-ed early...

but we had fun tho... woot!!! laughing our heads off!!! calvin n his tomyam sensitive nose!!! akakka... nostrils too big konon!!!!

theres another pic actually... but somehow i ter-post super girly!!! paiseh... nt showing it here!!!

wahahhaha...

allie say my new hair makes me look more girly!! or is it the dress!?!? hmmm....

:: 3niGma ::

cut hair

i cut my hair...

correction...

tzer cut my hair...

feels lighter tho..

but kenot tie liao....

before...........................................................................

after.................................................................................

the funny man i see

stumble upon some old and new photos.

decided to post em jus for the fun of it.

the guy everyone sees:

• yeng~ wo... *blergh!*
• cool wo... *pppfffttthhh!!*
• fierce... *uh huh... tell me bout it!*
• cute...? *above average la...*
• fit? *akakak...no longer!*
• takes charge of a situation

the guy i see :

• funny! (cracks me up everytime)
• sensitive... (kinda...hmmm....)
• manja-fied... (unexpected but definitely)
• weird... O.O (the weirdo list goes on n on n on n on)
• tidy freak! ( he cleans up better den me!)
• cute... (as in comel!!)

the man i see:

he would make ridiculous funny faces jus to make me smile. lets me laugh my arse of jus because he did smthg stewpid but nvr laughs back. stop gyming so tat i wouldnt soon be bigger size than him. cries with me. holds me when i'm weak. drive around my hse 37 times jus to check if i'm okay when i gt into an accident. talks to me all night coz i din wanna have nightmares. leave the phone line on even when i'm asleep to be there when i had a rough day. comes over jus to give me a massage. lets me be as tomboy as i want to. cleans up after my mess! wash my dishes when i had rashes. lets his arm go numb instead of waking me up coz i was lying on him. trims my hair. doesnt mind tat i dun use make up. holds my hand when we cross the road. calls me 42 times coz i lost my phone and i din reply his msg. tells me tat he cares and he was very worried. cries when he gets hurt.

ok... me getting mushy... i noe....

dun mind me...

lalalallaal....

back to work...

copywriting.... copy...writing....

:: EniGma ::

seeing red!

yes...
i love red.
yes...
its dark.
yes...
i spent 2 hours editing the stewpid template in the middle of the night at 4am when i'm suppose to work on my assignments....

and yes...
i do need someone's help coz i sumhow lost my links n i cant seem to edit the content anymore...
*looking at allie.... heeee~~lp!!!*

and yes... i need to get back to doin my assignments....



:: 3niGma ::

emo roller coaster

allie's quote jus hit the jackpot...
but if its a roller coaster....
why arent there any UP'S yet?

i dunno la....
i spent my sleepless nights haunting ppl's blogs...
*sorry peeps!*
and it jus makes it even worst for a fact tat everyone's hyper as cherry!

anyways...

kancil's flat again... repeat AGAIN!!
sum idiot gotta stop stalking me n messing wit me cars...
its starting to freak me out...

car broke down on my way to coll tday...
class suppose to end at 1pm... i ended up at home at around 5pm!

tday gt group work...
and i was left out... like du~uh!
haih... so yea... no group...
n betty n allie gt stuck wit "laichee" as their new group mate...

i'm always happy n cheerful in college. at least i try.
i put on my mask and put on my best show to coinvince the world that....
i can do it. and there's nthg wrong wit me.
the problem wit me?
i feel to much.

its time to practice the beautiful act of "jus staying on the surface".

i've decided to stop moppin and start swallowing.
no use wallowing in my own sadness.

so wat if i'm crying at night?

blog trespassed!!

JUS WHEN U TOT TAT THE BLOGGIE IS YOUR ONLY SALVATION....
JUS WHEN U TOT TAT BLOGGIE GT NO POLITICS....

ish....
tak suka!!

some idiot/idiots is spamming me blog real bad...
geram... tak suka...
i cant even use back my old nick...
*or mayb i'm sleep walking? and i happen to love to curse while sleeping?*
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
spilt personality....
scaaaarriieee...

neways...
gt too much...
i dun even noe whose who...
plus i have loaaaads of work to do.....
soooooooooooooooooo....
cbox tempo no more!!
feel free to put down comments tho.....
*at least i can screen thru tat wan*

the eeerie part of my week....
some one let out the air of my kancil's tyres tat day!!!
i went to coll for copywriting...
and i balik wit one flat tyre...
i found out only when i reached home!!
i tot "waliu!! pancit ka??!""
then i brought to the work shop...
uncle tested say no leak...!!!
yeeeeeerrrr....
tak suka!!!

akakaka...
neways....
byk the kerja mao buat...

1) presentation skills assignment on Macau nex week...(anyone wit extra brochures?? i NEED!!)
2) teachers wedding on 7-04-07
3) copy writing assignment due 9-04-07
4) teachers ipoh ceremony on 13/14-04-07
5) art direction presentation on 19-04-07
6) cheng meng in Johor tis weekend.
7) oh!! and moral gt 2 essay!!!

whoa... kerja so the byk!!
haih....
stressed....


it bugs me that u care,
how u always give me tat face.
it bugs me tat caring for me has brought so much trouble for u.
how u go all out, do extra work, waste so much time, waste so much effort.
jus for me.
but u being so tired and all...
noticed tat u've never ever yelled at me nor have u ever throw ur bad mood at me?
while i unconsiously hurt ur feelings again and again and again?
heven't u ever tot tat... mayb its not worth it?



amah.... i missed u sooooo much...
and i stil am...
i tot tat mayb after ur bday i would feel better...
but i'm feeling worst...
ever worst than before...
wat am i suppose to do?
i find myself staring at walls....
think of u...
i cant sleep at night...
tearing everytime ....

:: 3niGma ::

:: happy birthday ::

happy birthday amah...

wished i was up there with u...
hoped u liked the yellow orchids.

-yen-

all mixed up.

it feels like....
one of those vcr tapes that got stuck in the player...
when u pulled it out...
okay, the player is saved! *no big lost*
but everything else?
everythings a mess....
the sound dun sound right...
the video all scratched and torn...
and in the end?
it'll get stuck in the player again......


its weird...
i'm weird...
dun worry if u dunno watthecrap i'm yapping about...

jus let me yap...
i need to....


if u think ur gonna read bour anything good or progressive...
u can give up right now...
if u think ur gonna read on sumthing cheerful n perky...
try someone else's blog....
either way...
if u dun feel like it...
jus close this page...

its all about me tnite....
me...
the cold walls...
reflection on the window panes as cars passed by...
the old antique aircond working its magic in this warm night despite its annoying rusty sounds...

tday was basically jus so-so...
it started okay...
buthen...
it jus got worst....
wat am i thinking?

:: emo ::
i thought we had smthg.
i really did.
i thought tat this relationship would be diff.
i'm aware tat its hard.
i din even mind if u took a longer time.
but wat hurts the most is tat...
u din tell me about it till now.
if u knew tat its hurting me.
y couldnt u stop right there?
and there u go on n on n on about protecting me.
about nt wanting me to get hurt.
when its u tat hurting me the most.
i believed i've been sensible.
and rational.
after all these years...
i thought u of all ppl shud've known tat i'm tough.
i thought u of all ppl shud've known tat i despise being in the dark.
i still think u shud've told me n discussed.

:: jealous ::
i've always thought tat we were a match...
i dun know y am i feelin this way...
when u told me about it...
it din bugged me much...
but it started to soon...
the thing is...
i was bummed for the fact tat i was left out...
as i always am... left out of the picture....
mayb i din do well enough?
mayb results aint jus all....
c'mon... she had cheer n leo n random...
all with posts wey...
u would've jus died on the job....
perhaps...
mayb i had my hopes up too high....
mayb wat i did was jus he tip of the iceberg for them...
mayb i thought too highly of myself...
yea... i gt over confident...
and i started to compare....
who doesnt wan a lil' bit of recognition?
i think i gave more den i shud....
and i failed to get it back as i deserved.

:: sad ::
it is now 28th of march, 3.05am...
in 2 days time you would've been 84 years old.
u would've.
we could've been eating cake...
and by now i would've been buzzing around looking for the perfect bday gift.
yea...
i could've.
instead... i'm here drying my tears...
sitting on the floor in the middle of the night.
wishing tat somehow...
it din happen...
somehow, its was jus a bad dream.
tat i could jus wake up and everything would be fine.
but no..
the truth is staring right at me...
ur not here...
u'll nvr be...
it'll be jus me....
all by myself.....
in 8 days time...
i'll be standing at ur grave...
paying my respect.

its all mixed up...
three major issues..
three diff colors...

on a lighter note...
i found out tat ppl arent always as they seem...

serene seems to be pretty sweet...
hui min is actually from my primary school...

:: enigma ::
mourning.

crushed............

am i not good enough?

mayb its my fault.

why couldnt u bring urself to tell me the truth?

u told me everything else.

i trusted u.

apparently u dun.

u be-littled my capabilities.

u under minded my maturity.

u dun think i'm strong enough?

or u jus though tat i dun need to know?

watever the fact is.

no... u din lie....

u jus purposely hide the truth.

pppfftthhh!!!

bad day!

tday sucked.

i have so much to rant about tat i'm lost for words.

woke up late.

found out tat i spent the whole night researching my Art Direction and i missed the part where the lecturer checks out work.... and THAT's assignment 1...!!

fell off the bed (dun ask y). now i have a temple-pagoda-look-alike on my head.

reached subang. the bus din wait for me.

reached coll at 3.57pm for a 4pm class.

went in. saw allie wit her bunch of cheerleaders frens.

feel disconnected sumore.

yea...felt like a total loser nerd.

reached class. the lecturer's already in.

betty was 40 mins late!! excuse: my bf came. we went out. *urgh!*

left me alone wit some random dyed hair dude sitting right next to me.

and he's hitting on me for the whole 2 hours!! *i join ur group la!! dun worry!! i'll do work wan!! u ask me to do, i sure do wan!! heheheh!! i stay in usj only ma... u can always come n find me a!! wats ur name a? karin a?? ooo nice name a!! my cousin name call sherin! *

pleease... wtf do i care?!

ask betty for back up (trying to NOT include him in our group la)... she jus smile n say "dunno"...

msg allie in distress! too busy to reply...( no offence allie... i noe ur bz... no hard feelings)

did i mention the lecturer is an idiot?!

"kualiti yang diterima / ditolak oleh adat sesuatu masyarakat"
= the quality that in kept or MINUS OFF but the society rulz

what the fuck?

my name is En Zakaria, u guys can call me Mr Zack.

apparently he teaches in an international school. Garden International School. i guess he plants better huh?! must be a hell of a jungle.

crammed in a bus like sardines. sat next to this indon who MUST sit wit his leg WIDE open.

annoying.

still pissed.
-3niGma-

:: shit!!! ::

we were all having a meeting...
a little discussion....
wat to buy to the newlyweds??
wat wat wat????
bed sheets?? tupperware??
photo albums?? photo frames??
whats the budget??
wat bout the performance??
wat song?? which song??!!
how long??
....blah blah blah....

"this song can a???"
"play and see 1st..."
"ok..can please play a??"
she was talking 2 me...
so i walked over...bend down...
took the cd....and walked to the cd player.....

squatted down... it was on the floor...
and i was trying to make it work....
not really pro wit these tehcno thingamajiggys...
but then....

"urhm... hey babe?" his voice was right behind me...
"yea...??" he bend down... tucked his head right by my shoulders....
"mmm... i din know u wear thongs...." he chuckled....
"whaa???!!" instinctively, i place my right hand behind me....
shit!!! my thongs are showing!!! oh the embaressment!!!
"oh crap!! ehehh... there werent suppose to be seen.....!!!"
but it was too late.. i couldnt wipe that smug look on his face!
i quickly got up from my position... pulled my pants...
face all purple red...
"dun u dare....." but his idiotic playful grin was so freaking obvious...
he walked up to me...
slowly pulled me to him...
"....pink lace ....." he whispered....
SHIT!!!!
"idiot!!!!" i rebutted!!!

...
.....
he grinned...
and he walked off....


...
.....
...
.....

i'm nvr wearing my thongs again..

:: after so long ::

i usually despise mondays...
but this monday...
it was exceptionally good!

dragged my tired body to the faculty briefing...
drove up coz i was running late...
met up wit allie...
betty was missing...
*sigh... jus the two of us again...*
allie was looking so tired....
hectic cheer practice...

thank god! faculty briefing was a mere 30 mins short torment...
by 10.45am we were out of the teatre hall...
and class was canceled... *how fun...another day wasted....*
later when we went down to the lobby... i wanted to jus depressingly drive my sorry arse home liao...
den allie asked if we wanna makan abit.. since i have nthg to do....
OK LO!!!!....

we walked to summit...
due to the fact that it was 11 smthg in summit...
as we walked in the only shop that was open was Subway...
allie said tat we nvr ate there b4.....
hmm....it was dead eerie owhkaaay??!!
yikes...allie was suddenly in a mood to watch a movie coz she had cheer practice at 4...
she needed to de-stress anyways...

akakkaka...
after some random talks...*whoopdedoo!!*
we bought tickets for 300 at 12.20pm in the thx cinema!!
den in a rush we ran downstairs to subway for lunch...
as we went down allie suddenly spotted Edmund..
walking in his typical "america- nex- top- model- style"....
and knowing the dungu of us...
we ran after him..literally screaming his name...
"edmund!!"
he continued walking...
"edmund taaaaann!!!"
he stil walks!! wtf??!!
"EDMUNDDDDDDDDD TAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!!!!"
and he still walked off!!!
out of deperation we yelled....
"TAAANNNN CCCHHHHEEWWWWW HHHHHUUUUIIII!!!!!"

and den he turned... and pulled off his freaking earphones from his ear...
waliu....
-_-" u on how loud la?!!!
haih...anyways...
he went to get eddy and his new fren...joo heng...i tink... hope i din say it wrong..
and they teman-ed us to eat at subway...*awwww....how sweet!!!!*

ish... they jus gotta play wit my phone!!
not tat i mind but some things are personal...
*paisehnye~!* they heard mushy recordings and other whacky stuff....
and as usual, their visits ended up wit edmund stuffing my cam wit his pictures...

the truth.. i think he's better looking now....
and i dunno why??
less la-la..... i only mean the FACE ok...
maybe coz less pimples....
wahahaahha.....

ok...ok....

300!!

300!!!
it was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!

Based on the epic graphic novel by Frank Miller, 300 is retelling the ancient
Battle of Thermopylae in which King Leonidas
(a snarling and sexy Gerard Butler)
*i like him!!! despite the facial hair...please...but FUUU~UH the macho-ness!!*
and 300 Spartans * all hot!!* fought to the death against
Xerxes *he looks like a freaking akua!!!* and his massive Persian army.
Facing the odds, their sacrifice inspire all of Greece to unite against their Persian enemy.

the cinematography was good.... it din look half as fake as i expected....
gory blood was goood.....
the story itself was remarkable...
yunno whats so cool about this movie... the colors...
the director.... he uses striking color helps to emphasize and enhance the mood of each scene.
the blue depressed... red brown for battle scenes... yellow-ish for the emo emo scenes...
it was all so good...
the plot that’s both simple and deep, 300 blends bloody violence *good good*, sensuality*aaaa...gooooo~d*, brutality *yup!!! so the kejam * but good!!*, and moments of true beauty * i love the ending!* .

and the half naked-8packs-hot dudes werent tat bad after all.... *horny grin*
whhhaaaaatt?? u where pain now??!! it was nice lerrrrr.... ekekeke....
While the film fills the majority of its running time with nearly naked men with 6-pack abs
and testosterone to spare discussing battles or actually engaged in them. 
there's actually also a fair amount of time explaining the Spartan culture and focusing
on Spartan’s Queen Gorgo (Lena Headey).
The relationship between the King and Queen from the graphic novel was so unique,
with Queen Gorgo portrayed as a strong leader on the same level as her husband.
as spartan women were one of the earliest being seen as an equal... 
(for only a spartan women can give birth to true men)
but in Sparta, being soft was a flaw...
caring was a weakness...
as in this movie, the queen and the king 's relationship was deep and yet....un-voiced.
king leonidas nvr did call upon his wife, his queen as his love until the moment he died.
its stated in the novel...

all and all...
300 was beyond my expectations...
i loved it!!!
must watch....

:: 3niGma ::
edmund shud be happy...akaka... his pic is bigger than the hot casts from 300!!!

boobies smoobies!!

Oprah said that 40% of the women in the world are wearing the wrong bras.

curiously....
i went to Sunway tday....
and i decided what the heck...
i walked into Blush!...
and straight away when the auntie saw me...
"xiao jie a... ni xuan cuo nei yi le!!"
"missy...u r definitely choosing the wrong bra!"

my face blushed into a purple-ish red tone...
i wanted to jus run out okay... -_-"
den i decided to end my curiosity...
if 34B aint my size... wat freaking size am i?!

i asked y am i wearing the wrong bra...
she literally said that my breast were SPILLING out of my bra....
eh?? -_-" blurrr...
"urrmm....is there any way to determind wat is my actual size?"
"dang ran ke yi la!!!" "of course can looo...!!"
she gave me a look.... a look tat tells me i'm soooo gonna regret doin this....
she pulled me into the fitting room...
"OK.. tuo yi xian la!" "OK... first u need to take off ur shirt!"
wtf??!! i stared at her...wide eyed!! huh?!watthecrap?

anyway... long story cut short...
i did as i was told...
i took off my shirt...
the auntie wit cold hands measured me up...
once around my ribcage (which is right under my breast!)...
and its stated 27"... this is called the frame size....
once more around my boobies.... the fullest area (ahem! the nipple level leerrr....)....
and that is 36"..... this is called the chest size....

den she took out a table (jadual la).....

and it states that.. to get the actual bra size:

frame size means the size of my ribcage....
to get the correct bra size, add 5" to the frame size...

27+5=32

(oh.. so i'm a 32 actually....)

den take the chest size and minus off the bra size....

36-32=4

ok....
the table goes like this...
if the difference is:
0" = AA
1" = A
2" = B
3" = C
4" = D
5" = DD

sooooooooo... yea.... 32D...

den she asked me if i wanted to buy a bra...
and she said she gotta book the size!!
i jus stared at her blankly...
u need to freaking tempah my bra ka???!!! SSHHIITT!!!

and... i walked out...

i noe...

-_-"

fuck pissed

sometimes i jus get so angry...
there's nothing more i can say...
i get tired sometimes....
of trying to compete and being compared to...

not being good enough...
not able to measure up...
not deserving what i have...

but hey, since when does it make it ur bizwhack
to determined whether or not i'm good enough??
who made it u good enough to judge me?

you wanna tell me what does it feel to be beautiful?
you wanna tell how what is it like being skinny n pretty and tall?
or do you wanna tell me that he deserves better??
becoz lady i've heard it all...

we use to talk bout u....
ppl like you...
the "bumble bees"....
hovering around wit your ever so manja-fied tone...
u jus could resist groping abit while ur flinging ur ever so prefect hair around him huh?
how about showing off ur prefect-o long legs?
not forgettting ur b-e-a-u-tiful tiny 23cm waist?

running around wit ur thick mascara and liner...
amoi a!!! u scared ppl dunno where ur eye is izzit???
ur 16 and u put on enough powder on ur face bake a muti layered wedding cake...
if u really think ur good and u really deserve what i have..
y dun u put ur buzzing brain into ur books instead of being in between ur legs?
becoz thats where it shud be.

u really think ur so good huh?
then y isnt he wit u?
please.... dun stare at my cheesecake or my chocolates in disgust..
because u disgust me...

dont u think i'm aware of it?
i noe he's slightly above average...
and i'm not...
but i still dun get y do u need to rub it in my face all the time...
its not such a missmatch okay?
physical isnt all!! u shallow biatch....

oh yea...
those mutated junks i shove into my throat everyday....
the bf bought em...
uh huh..
heard me?need i repeat? yea... HE bought em..
so i ate em...
same goes to the bak kut teh breakfast...
and the mcdonalds lunch...
oh and the suppers too....

guess what?
it doesnt matter how tiny ur waist is or how flabby my thighs are..
it doesnt matter how well-permed is ur hair and how mine always looks like a lion's mane...
it certainly doesnt matter how big n gooooogly ur eyes are that they remind us of that stupid doll horror movie with "chuckie" in it....

because at the end of the day...
i dun care...
and neither does he....


ppl like u piss me off.

quote lydia " you where pain now?? "




grow up.

hello.... semester 3!!!

how was tday like?
well... it was nerve wreaking in the morning...
den it was gooood all the way...

i finally got to see allie n betty tday....missed them sooooooooo much....
i hate rotting in the house, dun get me wrong... its not like i buntut gatal gt nthg to do...
but hanging out wit betty n allie jus makes my day....allie wore shorts tday!!!!! wahahaha...
so the cute...cracks me up... betty was kinda quiet tday... guessed she felt abit left out as we din keep contact during the hols... allie n i went for a movie during the hols... we also chat sometimes.... nvm... sayang betty.... we still love u!!!!

ahem... ok.. details...
got my results tday....
pretty okay i guess...considering i tak habis my kerja....*opps!!*

malaysian studies A+ 4.0
graphic design A
marketing principles A
photography A-
drawing concept B+

(shall edit n fill in the g.p.a. coz office belum give me)

i was pretty happy wit it... considering the fact tat my engine separuh habis...
but yea... its okay...
jus hope tat this B isnt gonna effect my c.g.p.a. much....

edmund din come tday...
i was hoping that we could have lunch together gether... but he din show up...
i guess there'll be more of ur three musketeers more than we expected in sem3...
*sighs*

anyways, allie said that we gotta "eat big big" as its results day- we all did pretty well and its our 1st meeting after soooooo long the holidays...so we went to secret recipe for lunch...betty belanja-ed us our mid-breakfast-brunch-snack ... so she ate icecream...which bytheway melted sooooo badly coz she was trying to eat "politely"... in the end it was jus creamy vanilla... wahahahha.... she's so adorable...btw!!!! betty soh upgraded herself into using a PDA!!! a freaking O2 PDA!!! whoa... akakka... but noobnye~ we're both stil adjusting to our new phones... we drove allie nuts with our "eh how a??" "y liddat wan??"....akakkaka.... i had macaronni n cheeeeeeese... excuse me...loads of cheeeeeeeseeeee.... betty gt disgusted looking at my slimy, cheesy *fatty* lunch... allie ate grillled black pepper chicken...and ooooo it was yummy!!!!! well, at least it smelled yummy la... i was too indulged in my mac n cheese i lupa mao taste!! *shrugs*

hangin out wit the gurls was uber fun....

new subjects for semester3....

1) copy writing
2) art direction
3) moral studies

note that there's only THREE subjects... woot!! jus like sem1!!! but moral studies is gonna be a drag as its on fri eve... from 4-7pm!!! means bila balik rumah i'm already dead tired.. no more friday outing i guess... *sigh*...

guess thats all...
:: 3niGma ::

maybe....

maybe its the way u walk,

fast paced yet light so that u dun bother anyone;

maybe its the way u talk,

u take ur time but u always made sense;

maybe its the way u ponder sometimes,

when u work up a frown n i can see ur temples pulsing;

maybe its the way tat ur always cheerfull,

making everyones life ever so easier;

maybe its the way u try to act strong,

leaving jus a tiny space for me to see your true fears...

maybe its the way u smile,

so true so real,

u make me smile too!

grinning for ear to ear....

maybe its the way ur over protective,

jealously eyeing every guy tat comes near me,

silently telling me tat u r afraid of losing me too...

maybe its the life ur leading,

maybe its ur family,

maybe its the pressure,

maybe its jus u.

being forced to grow up too early,

having burdens on ur shoulders when they weren't suppose to be.

maybe its because u need to move on,

u started wearing a mask;

hiding all ur real thoughts,

secretly crying at night;

maybe its because u don't want to see ur family cry,

so u became the joker;

being the rebel and the grown up,

healing everyone's wound while digging up urs....

i do not know exactly what ur goin thru,

i doubt i ever will;

but by ur side i'll be standing,

when darkness come u'll see me there still;

i don't know how my presence can help,

i don't know how i could help ease the pain,

but maybe jus by being there...

i could help u smile again...??

jus maybe....

how much could've a person gone thru

to finally forgotten how to smile?

:: 3niGma ::