fuck pissed

sometimes i jus get so angry...
there's nothing more i can say...
i get tired sometimes....
of trying to compete and being compared to...

not being good enough...
not able to measure up...
not deserving what i have...

but hey, since when does it make it ur bizwhack
to determined whether or not i'm good enough??
who made it u good enough to judge me?

you wanna tell me what does it feel to be beautiful?
you wanna tell how what is it like being skinny n pretty and tall?
or do you wanna tell me that he deserves better??
becoz lady i've heard it all...

we use to talk bout u....
ppl like you...
the "bumble bees"....
hovering around wit your ever so manja-fied tone...
u jus could resist groping abit while ur flinging ur ever so prefect hair around him huh?
how about showing off ur prefect-o long legs?
not forgettting ur b-e-a-u-tiful tiny 23cm waist?

running around wit ur thick mascara and liner...
amoi a!!! u scared ppl dunno where ur eye is izzit???
ur 16 and u put on enough powder on ur face bake a muti layered wedding cake...
if u really think ur good and u really deserve what i have..
y dun u put ur buzzing brain into ur books instead of being in between ur legs?
becoz thats where it shud be.

u really think ur so good huh?
then y isnt he wit u?
please.... dun stare at my cheesecake or my chocolates in disgust..
because u disgust me...

dont u think i'm aware of it?
i noe he's slightly above average...
and i'm not...
but i still dun get y do u need to rub it in my face all the time...
its not such a missmatch okay?
physical isnt all!! u shallow biatch....

oh yea...
those mutated junks i shove into my throat everyday....
the bf bought em...
uh huh..
heard me?need i repeat? yea... HE bought em..
so i ate em...
same goes to the bak kut teh breakfast...
and the mcdonalds lunch...
oh and the suppers too....

guess what?
it doesnt matter how tiny ur waist is or how flabby my thighs are..
it doesnt matter how well-permed is ur hair and how mine always looks like a lion's mane...
it certainly doesnt matter how big n gooooogly ur eyes are that they remind us of that stupid doll horror movie with "chuckie" in it....

because at the end of the day...
i dun care...
and neither does he....


ppl like u piss me off.

quote lydia " you where pain now?? "




grow up.