i went to monash tday...
in case you all din noe, i'm finishing my diploma in
5 months time...
and i was planning to go to monash to finish up my degree...
so i prepared everything...my results..my slips....my study syllabus.
EVERYTHING...and i went to monash...
monash told me that they may not be able to accept me into their programme.because my diploma is "design" base...
and i was shocked.
coz
i was told from the very start that IT IS ACCEPTABLE!!!my college said i can switch...
the monash ppl during the education fair said so too.
same wit the kdu ppl n inti...
i was told tat i can switch over.
and now i'm slammed in the face with this piece of crap!
if my diploma isnt accepted.
i do not have any other choice but to start all over from foundation...
FOUNDATION!!!after 2&half years!!
TWO and HALF!!
suddenly feels like shit! wasted.haih...
i tot choose this course was the right thing..
as in like i had everything planned...
the whole way thru.
now it jus feels so messed up.
i may end up with nthg!
like starting all over again...
goin back to foundation.....
its sucks.so balik rumah...cried my eyeballs out...literally flooded the whole hse...den stared at the four walls + ceiling in my room....
i'm jus sooooo angry...
i'm angry coz WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN!!
i'm angry coz i'm not a bad student!
I'm not lazy or stupid when it comes to my work.
i never got anything less than a B+...
my cgpa is 3.8...
and i'm stuck here...with these options...
!$%^!!!!!!!@#$%!!!!!
if i'm stupid, or dumb or i have screw up bad results...
and u dowan to accept me...
fineee~
after sum time out...thinking of the not-so-bad things...
den ok.... i'm gonna go kdu to ask again nex sat...personally....to comfirm...
and i'm gonna ask inti personally also...mayb the nex week....
i need to know the right facts...
accepted or not...from the counsellors/lecturers themselves.
if they couldn't give me a comfirmed answer, like 100%.
i'll still apply to them after i finish...*cross fingers for last hope*
if it doesnt work out...
fineeeee...i'll start over....
i guess it alright...
not that i regreted taking advertising design...
i learnt alot during this period of time...
done alot of stuff and met alot of ppl...
so i cant say that taking this diploma is entirely
WASTED.
even if i had to start over fresh from the bottom....
i'll be a grad with
a communication degree + a design diploma...
doesnt seem that bad now when its in that perspective...truly.
caryn