Langkawi Family Trip

Hello People!
I'm BACK!!!
:)
the langkawi trip!!!
Day 1~
this is where we stayed.

the lobby. the building.

the room.

and me! settling in~

the beach.

charmiane. the skinny gymnast.

the octupus. or so i tink so.
haha. we started doing this silhouette thingy coz the sun was soooo nice.
the best one i tink is still my very 1st pic.
:)

the sunset.

our dinner.
my sis n bro in law were so intrigued coz my yehyeh bought a CHINA wine.
sooo cute. in its chinese jar bottle thingy.
and most of all. because its alcohol level is 49%.

the hotel which my cousins stayed in.

where we drank. sheridan. vodka. china wine. ;)

tipsy~ acting? or not?

day2.

Oriental Village.

i had no idea why is there a Kuala Lumpur road sign in Langkawi.

we climbed up Telaga 7 (the seven wells)
which technically are 7 levels of water falls.
we climbed 600 ++ steps up. and 600++ steps down.
den my cousins asked, "where is the Well?"

swimmer cousin trying to act macho.
hoho
perasan.

i like this shot. its the only orange leaved tree in the jungle.

the water falls.

after that we went to sit cable car.

SEEEE???!!! that was the water fall that we climbed!

the view from the cable car.

on the top of the cable car route was the new suspending bridge.
its this bridge on the top of langkawi.
in between the mountains.
it is hold steady by 2 legs (kaki) / base.
and 8 cables hold it.
EEEKK!!!
i takut~

the view was great nonetheless.

we can even see the marina.

why do i love my cousin Karen so much?
its because she always gets me to do these incredible sports which i'll always be too scared to try.
not to say forced lerrr...
but i wanted to try it. i jus din have the guts to do it.
LOL.
den karen was like. come la... very safe one. very nice wan.

HOLY MOLY!
ladies and gentlemen.
caryn fleww~~~~
hooked on to a parachute driven by a motor boat.
i flew UP!
80 metres up!
on top of the sea!

as promised.
the view was beautiful.
it was breathtaking.
i wanted to stay up there longer.
i loved it!

after that we rushed for our last dinner at langkawi.

being at langkawi.
we HAD to go see the eagle wert.
its LANGkawi.
yea...
that night since its our last night.
we went to the pier to see HELANG.

the pier.

being me.
i would be counting the trips which i survived without hurting myself.
unfortunately this was not one if them.

on the 1st night itself, i fell into a big longkang!
OMG.
it was dark. i tink around 2 am. the hotel longkang had metal grills on top.
but one of it in the middle was stolen.
OUCH.

well.
thats all.
i shall update more with the christmas photos soon.

:)
caryn

hello people.
just a brief note.

i'm going off to langkawi liao.
shall update when i'm back...

cheers.

:)
(caryn is secretly satisfied with afew things that she has done right now.)

boobies.busoms.breasts

honestly i'm pretty frustrated with my urm ... ... "frens" here.
i miss my colar bone!!! *sobs*

i need to lose weight.
hopefully lose some of my.... er.... boobs.
not all. some.

wahahha...
mayb i'm going cuckoo.
but i'm sick and tired of shirts that are my size but they wun go pass my breast!
ggrr...

i'm also angry at ppl trying to stare into my shirt!
i cant run or jump or fool around in public. *pouts*
i miss the times when ppl just stare at my face NOT BELOW MY NECKLINE.

RED.

hello people.

caryn just came back from tzer's hse.
and she now has bright red highlights!

:)-3niGma- is happie~

distance.

growing apart hurts.
it really does.

doesnt matter if its frens...
some one you love or even family.

knowing that things will never be the same again.
it hurts.

like... "OOooooWWWwwwWWW~~~!!!"

christmas shopping and so much more~

-christmas tree at my hse-

due to limited funding this year.
i went for christmas shopping only today. and i only bought present for our family's secret santa game.
:(

sad man... wanna buy anything and eveerything .
everything oso have to check if wallet cukup duit tak...

haihhh...
however~i spotted the SESAME STREET performance over at AEON bukit tinggi!
ooooo!!! manage to take some pictures!
they were singing and talking and singing and dancing!

it was.... interesting. i havent seen them in ages!!

its weird that when i'm hooked on to smthg.
I'm HOOKED!
right now the craze is personality tests. =.="

i find this eerily true.
i realized i paused for a very long while when i was reading the "what am i most afraid of" part.
its so true.

try it!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i find it terrifying at times to realize how alone we actually are.
sometimes, i'll jump up in the middle of the night of a nightmare.
a nightmare that i was falling, and there was no one to catch me.
not a single soul.

there were nights, i believe i use to blog about them.
when i was down, i'd count my friends and ponder.....
if i were to die tday, how many of them would be sadden by the absence of me.

seriously, we all like to believe that we are important to someone.
but the fact that we are just like tiny, little particals floating around fears me.
i wanna know if i've made a difference in your life.
i want to live a life that meant something not to other people, but to me.

because when we die, we die alone.
and i would like to know that when i go, i did something that i'm proud of.
i would like to know that when i die, at least i've made some difference in someone's life.

i watched "yes man" today.
a jim carrey movie is always never a let down.
twas so entertaining and at some point inspiring.
carl said of being afraid, afraid that he wasn't good enough.
he said he was afraid that he did not have anything to give to the world.
then he realized there was sooooo much that he could give.
he just had to give it a try, by saying "yes, I'll try that!"

up to this point i realized that so many people do not like the way i do things.
up to this point i realized so many people had always said that i did not do enough.
its pretty ironic because the other half of the people thinks that i do too much.
some people think that i'm too good of a person, on the fact that i'll agree to do alot of things to help alot of people.
and most of them do not benefit me.
people call me naive & gullible on the fact that I still believe that deep down people are nice.
i still believe that helping ppl makes me happy and that i sincerely hoped that it would make a difference come day.

it is frustrating. to see that all these are just my imagination.
just like the movie. its all fictional, not true.
because at the end, it doesnt matter how much you do.
we're too tiny to make a difference.

i sincerely hope i've made a difference in your life.
even a small one.
i really hope so.

first.

for the first time ever.
in my 20 yrs so far.
my house has a Christmas tree!!!!

i love christmas.
:)

don't give me that look. I noe i'm nt a christian.
zzz...
you won't get deducted "buddha points" for celebrating christmas.

i've always been a fan of christmas.
heck. i'm a chinese buddhist with a english name.

so what?
for all its worth.
christmas to me was never on a religious point of view.
christmas. to me. is always about being together, being a family.

maybe its because my family always have our gatherings and vacations during christmas.
maybe its because our reunion dinners and get-togethers were always during christmas.
christmas memories were joyfull, warm and happy.
they always were! and they will always be.

the spirit of christmas, the songs (nt the pop, jumpy wans)
i always love the old warm christmas songs.
the slow rhythm sang by the man with the deep, husky voice?! LOL
but i likeeeeeee~

they always melts me.
daddy sings good christmas ballads too.
:)

tried this gadget from vivian's blog.
its suppose to tell u how old u truly are inside.

OHMYF*CKINGGOD.
I'M OLD.
Myidk.com鑑定結果
您的精神年齡38歲
you are mentally 38 yrs old.

與您實際年齡差18歲

its a difference of 18 yrs from your real age.

幼稚度28％

level of immaturity 28%.

成熟度75％
level of maturity 75%

老化度42％

level of "OLD-ness" 42%.

you can try it too!but u gotta know chinese. click

shit i wanna lie down.

hidden thoughts

my bf is sick now. hoho.

staring at him today. running nose. fever.
coughing. every cough sounds like his lungs wanna burst.
eyes waterry.

and i sat there thinking.......................................................................................
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how the hell can someone so sick still look so good?!!!!

how can i make him ugly?
tell me how and its done!

tunnel.

ever wondered how much and how fast we grow up?

like a tunnel.... we walk through it... get so caught up in the middle....
we forget how it looked like at the starting point.

when i was 13... i wanted to fit it.
gosh... the groups of ppl we tried to fit into. finding friends, making new friends.
getting adjusted. "why must life be so hard??!!!" popular quote by the 13 yr old me.
dramas. cat fights! popular girls. ohmygosh the popular girls. they were always the entertainment in schools!

when i was 15... i wanted a boyfriend!!! :p
i noe i noe... i damn hiao... but yea wert!!! it was the "in" thing. every one oso gt bf gf liao.
now looking back, i kinda dun get wat was the fuss. ngek ngek ngek! HORMONs....! gatal~
i had a crush on... football guys, basketball guys...softball guys... scouts... cadets... well.... GUYS la.... gosh! scary.it was the ridiculous phrase man... like boy crazy~

17 was a more rational me. yet it nvr did lower my "drama-level". i was still crying... i was still whining. but compared to now.... WHAT THE HECK WAS I WHINING ABOUT!!!!!!!
ish. things that use to matter soooooo much. now seem so fickle. so very very fickle.

now.
i'm not sure is it me. maybe i am getting old.
drama seems less dramatic. difficult people.... well... are still pretty difficult. wahahha... but sumhow, i jus learn to accept it. people come people go. separations may still be hard, but the emotion isnt that high anymore. even breakups seem mellow. it-isnt-the-end-of-the-world.

i'm nt sure if its a good thing. i hope it is.
letting go seemed slightly easier.
adjusting seemed waaay easier too.
i find myself being more flexible.
there are times when i find myself more focused then everyone else.
then there were the times where i'm so lost i couldnt stand.
and i realise i didnt had as much fun as i use to anymore.

wish i could track back into the tunnel.
when the biggest drama of my life was whether the guy i liked knew i was alive.

Festive Fun~tasy!
brought ethan to this Festive Fun-tasy event at NZX tday.it is a Disney event, where they showed statues, lanterns and exhibitions on all Disney's productions.
from bambi to lion king to nemo and toy story. there were so many.
pooh and his friends, dumbo and WALL-E!!!

theres even high school musical and mickey mouse himself.there were also so many rubber balls and lollipop vending machine to make up the ambiance.

the merchandising aint that bad either coz the games and drink can be redeemed with the entrance tickets that we bought.


honestly, i think i enjoyed my self more than ethan did coz he din noe who the heck was bambi or woody! :p

yup! i was the 20 yr old kiddo running arounf there humming on to songs like "the circle of life", "goofy movie songs!" "under the sea"....
GOSH! my dad wanted to hide from me further ambarassing him!

he said ethan was even more well behaved than i was. ish.

ethan did liked the music they played there tho. especially the "hotdog hotdog hot diggidy dog" song...
gosh! my head pening with the countless times he keep mumbling "hotdog! hotdog! hotdog!" all the way home!
i tink he had fun too!!! :)
he looks happy and contented fast asleep when we arrive back at klang.

Elyssa Lim

my sister delivered a baby girl this morning.
named Elyssa (E-Li-sa) not E-Lai-sa...

Ethan got a baby sister today!
named Lim Yong Shi...

I got a niece today.
and she's beautiful.

ON la~!

after talking and "consulting" with some peers and friends.
i've decided this item below is for sale and order.

"i heart u"

description : 11cm x 15 cm (slightly bigger than quarter a4.)
2 cm thick.
hidden message board behind the frame.
with a stand for the frame to stand on its own.
price : RM 10
Color : ori combination- black, red and orange.
(customized color combination are also available for orders.)

i've always had a passion for handmade cards and gifts.
do email me if u are interested.
carynyeo4@yahoo.com.sg

and if all goes well, i might come out with more!
cheers.

happy birthday!
happy birthday my love.
its been a blessing having u around.

guess thats the good thing about dating one of your best friends huh?
after 8 yrs, everything and anything is already known.
we actually ENJOY bugging each other!

:)

you noe i love u.
hugs!

lemme ask u a question.

if i were to make a gift like this.
would any of you all buy it?
how much would u buy it for?

its a handmade framed up heart shape.
the red seeds are wat the chinese ppl call "xiang shi dou".

would there be ppl interested to buy?

this is a serious question k?
do give me sum feedbacks!!!