fraser hill - anual gataway - reunion dinner

Fraser Hill

family reunion...

we occupied the whole 6 rooms 2 halls hill top banglo...

we ate non stop... everyone came back...
the aussie... the singapore's... the klang... the subang... the brunei's...
everyone...

the morning dew...

the reunion dinner table...

my cousins...

the ouside...

the inside...

more of the inside...

look up!

the hills... WOODBALL baby!

baby ninja turtle!

hello!

merry christmas

opps! thats me... NOT tipsy~

cheers~ thats my grandpa, my dad, my aunt and my uncle...
and my wine!~

the extra company~

i'm sorry...

its really hard...
i'm in one of those freakish jealous mode again...
being on break is suppose to mean that u'll be enjoying every moment of it...
be it with loved ones or buddies...
u should be catching every movie available...
and watch the dvds of those u wanted to watch for ages...
being on break sumhow means mamaking with old frens as often as you could...
or plain chilling with a bestie for as long as you can...

with tz working extra long hours...
i can sense that my frens circle is pretty limited...
it does seem pathetic...even sad...
but its true...
i am almost friendless~
i have the 4 cartoons...
one or two guys frens that actually still rmb that i exist...
apart from that...
*poof*

i have no idea wat happened...
why have i become so.... so.... lonely?

mayb i'm on good enough...
or mayb i was a bitch during highschool...
or mayb i'm evil inside and ppl finally found out...
or mayb.... mayb... i have cooties or sum sad skin disease...
i dunno...
but watever it is..
i'm sorry...

please give me my life back...
please...


oh...
wei loong....
soweee....
but the webcam u bought for me spoiled lioa...
cry...
it died-ed....
soweeee

so close...

i love this song...

got me emo...

sweet...

lydia tagged me!

The Rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they've been tagged.

#1: I love red! no not pink... not peach... dark bloody red!
#2: I have quite a freaking fetish on butterflies...
#3: i dun like flower bouquets...i'm more of a romantic... jus 1 would do... ;) does a black rose exist?
#4: I wished i have smaller boobies...
#5 : I dont believe in 2nd chances.
#6: When i'm sick, i prefer tablets than sweet liquid medication...
#7: I adore round headed toe covered pump heels!
#8: i actually have a liking to the whole black dark gothic theme...

tag...
1) allie
2) mandy
3) karen
4) weiloong
5) siewkuan
6) weishan
7) stephy
8) who ever that wanna do this

jusco bukit tinggi + high school friends

after camp...

balik went to siewkuan's house...

shilled...hangout...

its been ages since i've been there...

went for lunch...

where else if you're a starian that stays in klang?

modern la~

balik....

zzZzZZzz...

siewkuan/belated bday girl jus came back for port dickson...

snozzed while waiting for munpui n valerie...

picked up munpui n valerie...

picked up wishan...

put munpui's luggages home...

where we went...

=.="

jusco bukit tinggi

pink and gold is the theme this year..

along side with the disney princesses...

i actually have the umbrella...

dun ask me why...

courtesy from the bf that works in AEON...

i love chritmas...
awww....
my gosh i cant stop looking at that red dress...

wishan n siewkuan...

it took me 5 mins to figure out wat the sign behindthen was saying..

i almost tot it was "do not fart"

=.="

siewkuan n me...

the pale dungu look was becoz...

i sound like a guy...leaking like a pipe..coughing like a engine...

ppl sick la~

Valerie n munpui...
they've been primary schools besties....!
i tink...
candids~wishan...
candids~siewkuan...
candids~valerie n munpui

we ate at black canyon..
the food was not bad....
serious!


-yen-

dodo~

mom brought back a new stray dog...
dun ask y...now my hse has 3 dogs....

taman pertanian children's camp

how can i describe it...

fun...?

erm...yea...

exciting...?

ok la...

tiring...?

hell yeah!!

rewarding...?

definitely....!

i enjoyed the trip...eventho the amount of kids were tormenting...

they were on they best behaviour la...

so it was fun...we went tesco shopping for our vege n food....

hiking...

trackking...

it was fun la...

its been ages since i've seen greens....

i love mother nature~

taman pertanian

outside where we stay
the main entrance to our house

walkway outside

the front door

huge arse ants!!!

morning exercise

run run run!!!!

other houses...

the sungai~

danau perikanan...
huge batang~
one of my kiddies wit our breakfast...

they cook wan oooo~~
we supervise only~
discussion...
my other also sick counsellor...
the teacher... 4season house...
the lake...
the narrow tower we climbed and conquered!!
the scenery...
the maze....
bye bye taman pertanian...

sowee

been so busy these few days...
i've totally lost track of the outside world.

daddy had some stomach lining problems...
grandpa had his bladder/tyroid/high blood pressure complications...
the hospital had been a place a went so freaking often it scares me...

after that...
there was this promise i made to my teacher which i SHOULD fulfilled..
so i did...
after all the hoo hah...i kept my promise to facilitate this small children's camp in taman pertanian...
it was fun non theless...
altho there was so much to do...
1) make sure the kids dont wander too far and get lost
2) make sure the kids are well fed...
3) make sure the hyper kids SLEEP!!
4) make sure they are safe (becoz they have to cook their own meals)
5) make sure food are edible and safe
6) make sure curious kids dun get bitten by any huge arse insects and turn out to look like a wild boar.
7) make sure everything is according to schedule
8) make sure the kids get the message of the activities.
9) ensure kids have fun yet remain safe
10) ensure this...make sure that... this... that....

i ended up falling sick when i got home...
i sounded like a freaking guy...
b4 that had fever...
then cirit birit...
oh my gosh!
kill me right now...


and by the end of the day i forgot that
i've officially finished sem4!!

sem4 was a bummer...
but i cant deny i learned a whole lot of stuff...
this is one of those sems where i cant be sure how my grades are...
but i am truly sure that... it was satisfying... and i learnt a lot... plus the bunch of artsy farsty ppl i met were awesome....
for some reason i'm not gonna count down on everything assignment this time...
i'm sick la.... and i gotta run to the toilet again...

so....toodles...

holidays...bummer....

theres jus so much going on right now.

daddy's stomach issue...

grandpa's high-blood/tyroid/bladder...

my sucky oh-not-so-well semester 4...

ok... jus some updates...

i've been prectically living from my car for the past few weeks...

i've been goin to the hosp so frequently it scares the living shits of of me...

my w710i is now puple in colours...

*oh the lala-ness*

yea...

guess thats it...

i'n utterly lost from the outside world....

i miss you...

why did you have to go?

i rmb those origamy figures you taught me...

i rmb your cross stiches...

i rmb how you still use those powder that dissolves in your hands...

i miss you...

so very very much...

so...

what is it like up there?

accepting it...

sometimes...
things dont go the way i wnated it to be...
sometimes...
theres some miscalculation when it comes to the planning...
sometimes...
i dont know what in the world i've been doing...
sometimes...
i have no idea y am i lagging behind...
sometimes...
i am angry at why things like these happen to me....
sometimes....
i am mad at how unfair this world could be...
sometimes....
i dun understand y the sun just would shine...
sometimes...
i jus hate it when it rains on me...
sometimes...
i hate seeing those mistakes in my work...
sometimes...
i am dissappointed at myself...

mayb because...
i just could bring myself to accept...
the fact that there will always be ppl better than me...
there will always be ppl smiling when they're done with their work...
jus because i couldn't finish em...
doesnt mean i need to bring down the dark cloud for them too...
its my incompetence...
its my wrong doing...
guess i'll jus have to accept it...
and learn the lesson well...

i cant say i didnt learnt anything...
i did learnt alot...
i learnt that i should manage my time better...
i learnt that i shouldnt let my emotions over take my rational...
i learnt that i must confirm the details before printing my final assignment...
i learnt that super glue is in a clear form when its wet do i should be more carefull where i put my stuff...
i learnt that the cover of a book should always be at least 0.5cm bigger...
i learnt that i shouldnt rely on ppl that much...jus because they promised to come and help..mayb they'll have something to do last minute..and that i'm alone...
i learnt that i should anticipate a rainy day even if i need to shoot on that day...
i learnt that the government hospital have very irresponsible staffs and that i shoudl never rely on them solely...
its complicated....

baskin robbins

the hospital.

my yehyeh's in the hosp.
...
i hate hospitals.
espeacially sjmc....

yehyeh hardly even fell sick.
now pulak in the hospital.
blood sugar kenot control.
must take insulin jab.

then doc say he got prostate problem..
maklumla my atok tersayang edi 84...
den... ok liao...

discharded d...
the night itself admitted into emergency...
his blood pressure suddenly went so low...
from 140/80 to 90/80...!!!

haih...
worried...

yehyeh lost weight too...
looking at him.
my heart hurts.
and i missed amah even more...

worried...