i'm sorry...

its really hard...
i'm in one of those freakish jealous mode again...
being on break is suppose to mean that u'll be enjoying every moment of it...
be it with loved ones or buddies...
u should be catching every movie available...
and watch the dvds of those u wanted to watch for ages...
being on break sumhow means mamaking with old frens as often as you could...
or plain chilling with a bestie for as long as you can...

with tz working extra long hours...
i can sense that my frens circle is pretty limited...
it does seem pathetic...even sad...
but its true...
i am almost friendless~
i have the 4 cartoons...
one or two guys frens that actually still rmb that i exist...
apart from that...
*poof*

i have no idea wat happened...
why have i become so.... so.... lonely?

mayb i'm on good enough...
or mayb i was a bitch during highschool...
or mayb i'm evil inside and ppl finally found out...
or mayb.... mayb... i have cooties or sum sad skin disease...
i dunno...
but watever it is..
i'm sorry...

please give me my life back...
please...


oh...
wei loong....
soweee....
but the webcam u bought for me spoiled lioa...
cry...
it died-ed....
soweeee