i'm the king of the world

sometimes i wished the world revolves around me.

i do.

i wish i have that power to control the how the world feels.

i wish i can dictate if you're gonna be happy or not today.

i really do wish.

but in reality. we're so small that it never matters how i feel.

honestly.

u really think the world is gonna stop coz ur hurting?

really?

honestly, u think everyone would be miserable when u had a rough day?

i'm sure everyone knows that life goes on.

unfortunately not alot of people understand it.

i find it delusional to think that way.

so u had a bad day. ok.

take a breathe, talk to some one.

cry urself out.

den take another breathe,

pick urself up.

the world is still moving.

why must others wait on you?

ideal right?

thats how i life my life.

i have bad days.

i have good days.

but i still do wish everyone would have good days, even when i'm having a bad day.

wouldn't u like to see smiles on other ppl's faces?

i would.

if i could make 1 person's day better, that would make my bad day a lil better too.

no?

or am i the delusional one?

i came to see (bang wall smack in my face kinda obvious) that there are mean & selfish ppl around.

those that wouldn't give a fuck about how ur doing.

all they know is they should be the center of the universe.

and all us pathetic fools are merely there to entertain them.

it feels like cold water pouring down on you, dampen any existence of happiness & hope u still have.

criticizing every lil detail and issue.

over what? i still do not know.

coz they're unhappy i guess...

selfish ppl are everywhere.

and there'll never be a cure to make them better, or to make them less bitter.

so how now?

so you're not happy.

i wanna be happy.

i'm desperate.

dont rain on me please.