anniversary

i miss u.

2006 u left.

its been 4 yrs already.

how can it be?

i really missed u.

i miss how u smell

i miss how u sound like.

i miss how u are.

i miss how it feels to have u around me.

i'm afraid.

that one day, u'll slowly fade away.

i'm afraid that one day I'll close my eyes and i can no longer rmb how u look like.

i miss u so much.

i wished i had more memories with you.

i wished i had more time.

i wished i had more chances.

but i guess now all i can say is....

its better to have and cherish all that i have... then to have nvr known how a wonderful person u were.

its 4am now.

but yet i dun feel like going to sleep.

not now...

not alone.

:(