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if you are curious as to how the rice dumpling came about, here’s a quick history lesson. it all started with qu yuan.

qu yuan (340-278 b.c.) was a beloved poet and minister that served the zhou dynasty in ancient china. despite his efforts to rid the government of corruption, he was wrongfully banished by the king. when the state’s capital fell to the qin, he drowned himself out of despair in a river on the fifth day of the fifth month.

the local people who were devoted to him could not find his body. they dropped rice dumplings into the river to feed the fishes so that they would leave his body intact, and even paddled out on boats to scare the fishes away! hence today, eating rice dumplings and dragon boat racing are done as a tribute to him.

女人要的就是安全感

very nice. thx vivian.

很多时候男人们都没有搞懂一件事情，女人要的就是安全感，所以她才肯跟着你，为你洗衣做饭，一辈子守在你身边不离不弃。但是，安全感毕竟太虚无飘渺，可能不少男人又会郁闷——我怎么知道怎么样她才有安全感？尤其是现在的都市女性，看了太多的悲欢离合，安全感似乎成为奢侈品。一个女人的幸福感往往与安全感是联系在一起的。所以，一个男人，如果你能让对方有安全感，那么你的感情就成功了大半。

关于安全感这个问题，男女的看法明显是不同的，女人觉得这个男人有安全感，不会是因为他高大英俊、经济雄厚这些外在条件，而是对方让她有了托付终身的信心，所以她才会心甘情愿地和对方在一起。外在条件或许是她爱上你的理由，但却不是安全感能诞生的原因。都说女人穿戴的衣裳越多越有安全感，但是女人交往的男人越多越没有安全感，所以安全感其实就是衡量有没有爱情的经典标准。女人的安全感来自于对男人的爱，而女人的爱又给了男人安全感。所以，在安全感这个话题中，男人是源泉，女人是主宰。

当你希望在她心中建立起一定的地位，你能否让她觉得有安全感其实就是制胜关键。 　　


1.要懂得尊重女方 　　
不要太多地干涉对方的选择，最好鼓励她发展自己的专长，因为每个人都是一样的，如果做的是自己不喜欢的东西，是不会有激情和干劲的，你觉得好，未必她认为就是最适合自己的。现代好男人的一条重要标准是，尊重所有的女性，包括仅有一面之缘的人。

2.温暖的肢体接触　　
为何女人都爱挽男人的手？因为这样亲密，让人感觉踏实。人其实都有身体的接触欲望，男人女人都一样。掌心、怀抱的温暖，是最令女人印象深刻的，远比什么钻石更能记住一辈子。她一般在想起你时，都多半是想起你的怀抱，所以，不要吝惜拥抱和十指交缠。 　　

3.适时的嘘寒问暖　　
关心体贴每个女人都很受落，但是过分的关心只会让她不胜其烦。她苦恼的时候你好好充当垃圾桶的角色就可以了。有时女人需要的，只是一个能够诉说的对象，说完了就释放出来了，并不一定要求结果。　　
尽量记住她和你提过的朋友的名字，在她遇到困境时，给予你能想到的最好的建议。 　　

4.让她的家人朋友都欣赏你　　
长辈们实在是厉害，眼睛超毒，如果你能赢得她家人、朋友的欣赏，简直就打通了一半。因为女人通常都很容易被身边的人影响，有赞赏你的人，在很多事情上你都会得到很多帮助。　　

5.尽量做到胸襟开阔、宽容忍让　　
虽然现在很多男人因为原先在家就是小太阳，事事要求公平，但是，毕竟女人需要哄，所以请不要太意气用事，如果不是涉及原则，先让步，只有让你们的矛盾平和下来，两人才能冷静下来，再寻求一个解决方法。

6.善待对方的宠物　　
女人们都觉得，喜欢小动物的男人心地善良，能照顾好宠物，肯定也会照顾好自己的家人。如果你实在不喜欢小动物，但是你也不要表现得太明显，可以以婉转温和的方式告诉她，你对毛发过敏之类的理由比较容易被接受。 　　

7.要有运动爱好　　
有某种运动爱好的男人，较容易找到情绪的出口，你让她感觉到是和一个心中有热情的男人在一起，会让她对生活充满信心。我想，没有一个女人喜欢和只爱喝酒发泄的男人整天生活在一起吧。　　

8.让她觉得向你倾诉是安全的　　
如果一个女人能开诚布公地与你沟通，说明你在她心中是有一定地位的。但是你最好懂得什么时候该说话，什么时候该闭嘴。不要害怕表达，可以适当地和她分享你的感受和想法，这样她会觉得你是站在她这边的，内心就会更加依靠你。要让她确信，你不会因为她表达出内心想法而嘲笑她。 　　

9.搞清楚和女性朋友的分界　　
无论男女，都应该有自己的朋友圈子，但是玩暧昧的男人肯定是让女人最为痛恨的。如果你对别的女人不好意思拒绝，那么，迟早她就会毫不可惜地拒绝你。说是虚荣心也好、没安全感也罢，总之，她们都希望自己的男人能始终出现在自己的视线当中、听力范围内。你可以让她知道你来往的朋友是谁，但是你们可以事先沟通好，大家可以在信任的基础上互相给对方空间。适当的时候，给点甜蜜的话吧，很多时候，女人就受你这一套。

my week

Interesting week I had.
Minimal sleep yet everything surprisingly seems ok…

Wahahah. Dad says it’s called “temporary adrenalin” hence…
“It feels good now, you’ll be crying soon”.

LOLs.
Perhaps.

I’m happy in a sense that my life has a certain amount of balance. Not all sides’ la, but soon. :) I’m confident I’ll work smthg out.

I do my work, its challenging yet its interesting. Different people; different clients; different situation. It’s difficult sometimes, having to be out of my comfort zone, out of my element. I’m always a person that needs everything to be in order & according to schedule. With this work scope, being able to cope with last minutes changes & impromptu arrangements seems to be a much needed skill. So even when things don’t go ideally according to plan, it may not be perfect, there’s this humungous sense of accomplishments when you get over it.

I still use my designing skills. LOL Surprisingly ain’t it? Seeing that I hated them so much during my diploma days. I do my part to help out. NOT THE CANGGIH MANGGIH DESIGNING LA… but basic name cards, flyers, brochures particularly for friends & my dharma teacher’s self development centre. I’m happy. So it’s not wasted. :)

I do my share for the temple’s prefects board. I’m trying to create a managing & execution system for the board for its disciplinary division. Discipline I may not know well, but managing & execution system, that I can still help. Sides, I’m not the only one, it feel good to be a part of a team. All us seniors to help pitch in smthg for a place that has given us so much. :)

I know, “it’s so LAME”. Some would say. Some even asked if I had anything better to do. Teehee. I’m not a particularly religious person. Any religion is good as long as their teachings are for the better, to love and peace; not hatred and war. :) It feels good being able to help out. No contribution too big or too small. It’s a place when I learnt a lot & grew up, with great guidance & companions. As some would still doubt that I’ve changed for the better, quote sis “go dharma class good meh? You oso din change de!!” Ouch it hurts. My only reply would be that I am not a Saint nor am I god, I’m still human & I’m still learning. I have my emotions and at times I may not have controlled them very well. However, I know that I’m better now than I was before; even the littlest improvement shall be a benchmark for me to grow even more. :) *winks

Activities with my highschool friends are notably great too. Hopefully the Kuantan Trip will not be canceled. And I’m emofied that April is leaving to Scotland soon. :( But from hiking and picnic, even waterfall hunting at Templers, to glow-in-the-dark themed GreenBox karaoke sessions for Mandy’s 21st bday. Its all been pretty swell!

Lastly, family time. I talk to my sister more since I started to occasionally (frequently la!!) tumpang her car back to go home. I’d talk bout my day at work & hear about her day too. Not exactly “sisters’ ber-bonding time” la. But it still feels pretty good. Bro seems to be relatively nicer to me. (Reasons yet to be known, but hopefully its all good. Haha.) and I still have time to manja daddy abit on the mornings and evening. And be mommy’s little girl for a while during the evening. :) (I’ve recently started to PUNCTUALLY do my chores; hence mom’s in a pretty good mood) I still see my family during the weekends, coffee yumcha session at yehyeh’s house. Nintendo Wii Guitar Hero session at sis’s hse!!

I’m still rather tired out though. But it’s still all good. It’s good.

yummy ampang yong tao foo

hehe... went to ampang to makan yong tao foo on sunday.

:)

went wit teachers & laykar...

go see angel that stays at ampang avenue.

wow. korean village opposite her hse looks chuuunn...

one fine day i will go explore.

:)

after yong tao foo we went jalan jalan at ampang point coz gt body shop sale.

and we ate McD icecream...

yummy...

:)

v v

the feeling runs so deep.

vivian's writing

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出;

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束;

如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟;

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉;

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦.

American Idol Season 8 Final!

Holy holy the pretty boi won. O.O

Ngeh ngeh. This season I did not really fanatically follow. But my fav was still Danny.
The under dog Kris did his thing la, with the piano & the guitar & his pretty face. :)

Wahahahah.

But I do think that this season’s finalists are gooooood.
Adam’s vocal range & versatility is remarkable!

Stunning. But borderline scary. Eheheh. His look, that is.

Interesting, I watched the finals last night with dad.
When I came to office tday.
O.O"
People were sitting at our bistro/chill out area makan-ing breakfast & watching American idol from our 2 TVs near the snooker table.

Wahahah. Its like Olympic badminton finals at Bozell all over again. :)

100 truths...overdued.

001. Real Name → Caryn Yeo Wee Yen

002. Nickname(s)→ carynyeo4, yenyen, 3niGma

004. Zodiac Sign → Gemini Eh? where's no 3???

005. Male or Female → Fe-Male

006. Elementary → er… tadika izzit? =.=” Vasmala & PeiYu

007. Middle School → SJK (c) Perempuan Klang

008. High School → STAR, Klang

009. College School → SEGi College Subang Jaya

010. Hair Color → brownish & red (fading) highlights.

011. Long or Short → refering to what?? what long what short???

012. Loud or Quiet → loud

013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans

014. Phone or Camera → camera

015. Health Freak → Junk is my main course. :)

016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink.

017. Do you have a crush on someone? → used to?

018. Eat or Drink → Eat

019. Piercings → 2

020. Tattoos → None. Anyone wanna sponsor for me? :)

FIRSTS : wheres 21?? 22??

023. First piercing → when I was a kid. Lupa jor…

024. First best friend(s) → meh meh lem szuchin

025. First award → erm... getting top 3 in class?

026. First crush → standard 1!! ^^

027. First pet → turtles

028. First big vacation → Australia

29 lehhh????

030. First big birthday → how big is big. Erm.. 20th was the biggest so far lo.

CURRENTLY : whoa the whole 30++ is missing??

049. Eating → chewing gum

050. Drinking → water

51?? forget...not even gonna count!

052. I'm about to → snooze…

053. Listening to → phone beeping… beep beep. Beep beep. Beep beep.

054. Plans for today → go back. Eat. Bath. Sleep.

055. Waiting for → the MY phone to beep.

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids? → reluctant. Tak suke.

059. Want to get married? → maybe.

060. Careers in mind → not now…head ache.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → eyes

070. Shorter or taller? → taller la…

072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic but nt kiddish sappy romantic.

073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms

074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship

076. Trouble maker or hesitant → hmm… the 2nd one? :) ahahah.. nono…the 1st….nono… the 2nd one… argh!! Cant make up my mind!

HAVE YOU EVER :

080. Lost glasses/contacts → nope.

081. Ran away from home → nope. Gosh I;m an angel.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → knife. Yes.

083. Killed somebody → No

084. Broken someone's heart → Yes :(

085. Been arrested → Nope. :)

087. Cried when someone died → Yea…

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

089. Yourself → in the rare times when I’m not doubting myself.

090. Miracles → Maybe

091. Love at first sight → No. I believe in HOT guys which I’ll stare for hours. But no love at 1st sight.

092. Heaven → Yes

093. Santa Claus → No...

094 Tooth Fairy → No...

095. Kiss on the first date → peck on the cheek. No kissy kissy, pg 13. :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Kinda.

099. Do you believe in God → hmmm… I believe there’s a higher power.Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people

YOU READ IT!! DO IT!! :)

decision

finally.
i've made a decision.
not to plan too far.... (sum ppl call it being irrational).
to do smthg that I truly enjoy (right now).

i'm not gonna go "oh~ the whole world is against me! no one understands me!"
grow up la~ ish.
i understand why everyone is worried.
i understand why my family is not-entirely-supportive of tis decision.
which was wat made this decision so hard to make.

so the decision is made.
frankly i'm scared.

all i noe is that this is smthg tat i wanna try doing.
i really love this job right now.
mayb in 1 yr, i might burn out or i might love it even more.

if i do burn out, i will continue on with a degree.
(i noe i might be several years later den ppl. but heck, least i did give it a TRY)
to me tats all that matters.
isnt it?

if i really wanna continue on with the job.
then the next hitting point would be a masters.

:)
for so many weeks, different opinions, different point of view.
either way i choose.
one side is gonna get hurt.
either way i choose.
sumone is gonna be disappointed.

amongst finding a way to please everyone else.
doesnt the question ultimately boils down to:
what do I really wanna do?

i want.....
a change.

doin smthg different.
this is an opportunity.
its not like a job which is mundane and stand still.
the challenge of this work excites me.
and gives me a chance to put my emotion, rationality and mentality to the test.

AM I REALLY READY FOR THIS?
i can prepare for years and years.
guess the only way to really find out is to give it a try.

i know my capabilities.
i noe that going on with the original plan would be a safer choice.
i noe that this decision is a risk.
but... when would be the time, if i dun take a risk now?
when i'm 25, 26 and i really need a job?

i'm 21 now.
so this is a risk i want to take.
its one of those choices where, its smthg i choose to do.
thus, no regrets.
(i hope)
even if it doesnt work out.
continuing at 22 would hurt me much.

:)
i'm just pep talking myself.
honestly i'm desperate for help and support.
SOMEONE to tell me that this is right.

but at this point.
all i have is myself.

mandy

* glow in the dark *

grins

:)

The one that got away.

Found this from a friend.

kinda nice.

just to share.

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.

If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that ALMOST got away. miss you too much.., but can't miss you anyless."

Templer's Park

Every since reality hit us that April is leaving for Scotland in September, we are all graduating and soon splitting up and everyone would be soon busy working and moving on with life.

Me & my high school friends decided that theres so much to do before reaching the end!! In our 9 year friendship, there’s so much that we have not tried!!!!

Sleepovers were covered during our form5 days after SPM when we had a all shopping-sleep-over-berbonding time and Christmas06 sleepover! Next on the list was A ROADTRIP!!! And we did it in Dec08, we went to Muar-Malacca-Seremban on a ALL FOOD TRIP. That was great fun! Soon we got addicted to it!!!

What else is on the list? Hiking / Nature Trip! At 1st we thought Bukit Cahaya / Taman Pertanian. So we thought, why not make it even better? We went hiking in search of WATERFALL! Hence, under my dear hiking-enthusiast cousin, Karen, we set forth plans to go Templers Park / Sg Kanching Forest Reserve, Rawang!!!

On May9, 5 girls with backpacks, food, snack, were all hyper & excited as we gathered at my house at 7am! With daddy’s old reliable Avanza / Our Roadtrip Car, by 7.30am, TEMPLERS PARK HERE WE COME!!!


April – Going off soon to Scotland.
- Anything goes, LETS HAVE FUN!
- Snacks, yummy jelly & drinks!

Mandy - Monash Communication School
- Eveready, I’M UP FOR IT AS LONG AS YOU ARE!
- Delicious fried glass noodles.

SiewKuan - UPM, Serdang
- “CinCai lo!” drama kaki, sleeping in the car during out trips!
- Sweet-memories Tuna Sandwich!

Wishan - Inti, Subang ; Graduating soon.
- Virgin Hiker * inside joke *
- Sausages & nuggets!

Caryn - ME!
- Driver & navigator.
- IN CHARGE OF FINISHING THE FOOD?

Wahahahahahah.

of course my crocs came too!!!
templers park waterfalls!
:) *grins*

what will i do without dem?

*my pillars of strength!*

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other coverage:

wishan

siewkuan

Oh My Buddha!!

dear buddha,

pls forgive me. i wont be helping out at wesak day this year.
i've been consistently helping out for 5 years already.
i'm sorry but i'll have to miss this years celebration.

i'm going to templers park with the cartoonz.
i havent seen them since...... so long ago...
and April is going to Scotland soon.
its like one of those rare occasion that we get to be together be4 everyone splits.

oh buddha,
i promise i will not smack mosquitoes.
i promise i will not dig ant hills.
i promise i will not throw plastic into the waterfall and pollute the water.
i promise not to burn anything there.
i promise to drive carefully so that i do not hurt or harm anything.
i promise.....
i dunno what else wo....



:)
u understand wan ma horrrr???

ahahah.. thank you!
next year la... i sure celebrate for u a...

regards,
yen

swine flu ~AH1N1

i love pork.
dun blame the pork!!

its not the pork!!
haih.
how all this chaos will subside soon.

in fact swine flu is not what i'm worried about.
we seem to be hit by a flu season again. instead of swine flu.
everyone is getting sick.

probably because of the weather.
it has gone cuckoo.

quote:
" i sit at home watch tv oso i can feel my butt sweat!!!"

sweetheart 亲爱的。

listening to this song, brings back so much memories.
highschool crushes... :)
i had a few.
during then, everything seemed so dramatic.
everything was like the end of the world.
i rmb crying for a guy who was the sweetest guy ever.
i rmb crying when he acted like i was his bestfriend.
i rmb crying when he had a gf.
i rmb crying because he wasnt mine.

aaaaah...kinda make u miss highschool huh?
when the biggest problem u had was "SHIT I DUN HAV A BF!"
anyways, nt a bad song. smthg everyone relates to. :)

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want, what I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I've had to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh, 'cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone
When he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky

'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I'll drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me
To break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all the I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

跟 . 你 . 拍 . 拖 . 有 . 几 . 幸 . 福！！！！

this chinese test from vivian's blog very cute.

:)

四款同價格的泰迪熊，上面刺著不同的字樣你只能買一隻，你會買哪一隻？

1.友情
2.祝福
3.摯愛
4.謝謝











1.選「友情」的朋友你會希望跟對方一起成長讓對方有變聰明的幸福。幸福指數55％：這類型的人覺得兩個人在一起除了甜言蜜語之外，還會把情人當成自己最好的朋友，希望雙方一起去學習一些課程，例如心靈課程或繪畫等等，他覺得這種交往過程會讓雙方更甜蜜而且可以一起成長。


2.選「祝福」的朋友妳太包容對方以放縱的方式讓對方享受自由的幸福。幸福指數80％：這類型的人很小孩子氣，當他愛上一個人時會自動把眼睛弄瞎，會對對方非常包容和放縱，只要對方快樂就好，即使自己犧牲也無所謂。


3. 選「摯愛」的朋友你把對方伺候的無微不至讓對方以為在幸福天堂裡。幸福指數99％：這類型的人只要戀愛對象是自己非常愛的人時就會無怨無悔的付出，再加上 他很喜歡照顧對方，會由內到外把對方打理的很好，不但自己有一種成就感，對方也會有一種宛若天堂的感覺，覺得跟他談戀愛實在太幸福了。


4.選「謝謝」的朋友你太孩子氣偶爾還會鬧脾氣讓對方覺得不太幸福喔。幸福指數20％：這類型的人會讓跟他談戀愛的對象覺得很頭痛，一點都沒有幸福的感覺，永遠像是要哄一個小孩子或潑猴，永遠都搞不定他，因此讓對方覺得兩人在一起好像是在地獄。

seijor... i chosed the 2nd one... haih...

sweats~~

losing you.

i wonder how it feels like.
to attend a funeral of a friend who is around your age....

must be darn depressing.
"it could've been you anytime" kinda feeling.

when i went to squiddy kor's dad's funeral...
it was very solemn as his dad was 60 when he passed.
my dad is 59 this year.

it kinda struck me la.
yunno, me being the youngest, my parents arent as young as other ppl.
infact, dont need to compare.
my parents are aging.
as fast as i am growing.

it aches la... really bad.
when i lost my grandma.
i honestly cant imagine losing my parents.
i may not be very close to dem...
but...
i'll feel so lost without dem.

dad went to his friends wife's funeral tday.
felt pretty depressed.
he is at an age where he starts to lose is friends.
i tink this time is the 3rd time.
i'm afraid them number would go down huh...

:(
haih.

the thing about moving on and moving onwards.
you never know who or what you are leaving behind.

mama day...

this years mama day we spent it earlier coz we wanted to avoid the jams and packed over-priced restaurants...
:)
on friday night we had a 4 siblings tele conference to discuss where to bring mommy to makan!!!
western?? EEEEK mom no like western.
fushion?
chinese? *siens*
=.="

nyonya?
hmmm..nyonya food sounds like smthg mom will like.....

:)

cindy & chris introduced us to Bibi Chik.
at 1st cyn and i were like "whhaaa...bi bi whaaa??? what shop is tat??"
ahahha. jakun ma...

anyways, its this shop tucked away in ss2... :)
so on May 1...labour day... we went to bring mom to makan big big @ BiBi Chik!!
even HO CHIAK came before wo...
hmm... shud be nt bad...
:)
of course...we ordered the chef recomendations la!!
kiasu ma!!!
mango fish, honey sotong... yummmmssss...
oh the honey sotong!!!
and mom ordered cendol too! not too shabby la..
:)
thats was the end of part 1....
:)


finished work early tday...
gt my paycheque too!
:)

dad went off for a friends' wife's wake.
so me bawa mommy to makan dinner.
at 1st it was a ..."wat u wanna makan???"
"wat tan hor or hokkien mee a?"
*siens*

so we decided to venture out to cari makan.
came to Mizi Shabu Shabu at bukit tinggi.

not too bad.

not too bad at all.
belanja-ed mom makan la.
i tink its like a FIRST EVER OFFICIAL belanja makan by me lo.
LOL
i kiamsiap.
no chance ma...

anyways...
HAPPY MAMA DAY!!!

there's always alot to say to mummy.
every year is filled with mixed emotions and signals.
my mom and i are rather different.
different in a sense that we are not very close.
not that we dun love each other la...
she loves me alot.
theres countless times and years that she sacrificed so much for everyone of us.
i love her so much for that.
just that we dun mix well. always end up arguing.
we're not a very expressive bunch of ppl.
we express well with our friends and other.
ironically just not to each other.

its odd.
but thats us.
theres so much that i wanted to say.
so much to tell.
yet. words jus dun wuite follow wat i wanna express.
hopefully, in due time i will learn.
to learn not to KEK my mom so much.

:)
*hugs*

i feel good! :)

I feel good!
Nanananananana~~
Huhu…

My antibodies have not failed me.
:)
I went home yesterday. Had a loooong soothing HOOOOOT bath. Ate dinner.
And went to sleep!! At 10pm!!

:)
After 1 long night of sleep.
Heyheyhey! Caryn is hyper again!
I feel good…
Just left with a slight itchy throat.

But heck, all is well.

...

Please…
Don’t fall sick liao!!!!
Omg… just recovered from a fever attack last week.
Now I can feel my nose runny again!!!
Wtf happened to “antibodies”?
Mine must be sum defeated lost army of antibodies la…
Attacks after attacks after attacks!!
Sick in March… den recovered.
Barely 2 weeks later… sick again in April…
Not even 1 week after… now my nose runny…

OMG!!!!

=.=" nuts & balls

Little little tiny things counts.
Little little tiny things can be uber heart warming as I am a sucker when it comes to small little gestures.
Little little tiny things can also annoy me to bonkers state and drive me up the wall!!
I love warm sunny mornings and cool breeze while walking to work.
I love smiley random street strangers! I love birds singing and chirping away while I’m waiting for the train. :)
But a rainy morning or a wet wet walk to the office just brings everything down.
Even a jammed paper or printer would annoy me.

Sometimes I wish I could just look pass those petty things.
It’s such an emotional rollercoaster when all these little-est things affect the nuts of me!!
I can be hyper & happy at a moment … then sulky & down the next…
=.=”
Ya… I’m now a babbling piece of masterpiece.

On the other hand, if every little thing dun affect me at all.
Wouldn’t life be sooooooo mundane??
Life would be like --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Gosh … I feel dead…

Hahah…see? I’m like debating against myself.
Its mind boggling…