day 7

我用我的心，感受你的痛。
with my heart, i try to feel your pain.
我用我的爱，聆听你内心。
with my love, i listen to your heart.
我用我的生命，照亮你的生命。
if i can, i'll use my life to shine on yours.
我不期望你成为什么。
i do not expect you to be someone else.
只要你内心欢喜。
as long as deep down u are happy.
因为我爱你。
because i love u.

我和你在心中，一直默默的承诺。
in our hearts, we solemnly promise.
不管多远心依然会靠近。
no matter how far the distance, it wouldnt effect us.
我和你风雨中，虽然偶尔会失落。
in all this rain and storm, its inevitable that we will get lost and wary.
但在黑夜灯会亮，心会开。
but when darkness comes, so will the light to shine on our hearts.
让爱回家。
to bring us all home.

its interesting how the brain work.
yesterday when i 1st heard this song, because i was thinking of him.
i thought of him.
and the words in this song became so emotional.
today when i hear this song again,
its different.

this is a song about love,
this is a song about hope,
this is a song about companionship.
honestly, this is a song about family.
its so subjective, how we think.

interesting how our emotions affect the way we look at things.

temple was fun today. it was tiring yet it was pretty great.
running around, being 1/3 of the designated photographer.
taking part in the performances.
helping the new MC.
tzer din come today.
actually i kinda anticipated hi nt coming.
coz we were up yesterday night till 4am.
=.="

DONT WORRY PEOPLE!
nthg dramatic happened.
it was jus a friendly "so how are u now"talk.
bout valentines.
bout his plans for valentines.
poor boy actually booked a table and roses.
so in the end, he ate a lavish valentines dinner with one of his hengtai-buddy.
and i have no idea wat happened to the roses.
den they went chick hunting in clubs.
but nevermind that.

after a fun morning-afternoon with the kcba ppl.
i actually went to find tzer.
to give him back sum of his stuff.
today was the 1st time i saw him and talk to him after we broke up.
we sat in the car and talked.
for almost 2 more hours.

我握着他的手臂，心一阵阵的痛。
也许还没完全放下吧。
但是握久了，也感觉到没那么痛了。
他永远都会是那么熟悉，亲切。
真得就做回“好朋友”那么简单？
得确，我们不会是“好朋友”那么简单。

不过即使我们没在一起，我们还是保持了朋友的关系。
no matter wat was the reason , we still remained friends.

但是心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
deep down both of you knew, that you cared more than just friends, just a little bit more.

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
eventho you all didn't succeed as a couple, you all are still as close as ever.

经过了这么多风雨，彼此在对方的心中，是特别的。

永远都会是。

todays results a???
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