day 8.

habit.
i hav this weird habit whereby i think things differently.
and its not in a good way.

i'm considered a realist, where i always have to plan ahead. i always have a backup plan and i always think too much. i'm always anticipating a problem/crisis.
when in reality i am in fact a pessimist.
when its smthg related to me.
i'll relate it to the negatives before i see the positive.
after denying it for so long.

i'm ..... wrong.
shit. after all these years.
he is right. :/
=.="

你说分手后，第二天就马上就去买了一个闹钟。
这。。是你要告诉我你不再需要我了吗？

想了想，发觉是真的。
这两年多他说的是正确的。
我想东西真得很奇怪。
很多时候我想事情会一直针对自己去转。
我好像对我自己很有偏见列。

明明他是说，他在学习着怎样照顾自己。
“当已经没有人帮你做这样事情，就要学习自己做咯。”
他嬉皮笑脸地说。

实在是的，我也在笑我自己傻。

today...busy busy busy bee.
i went out to with mandy tday.
ahaha. it was fun...
tho i still cant believe we spent nearly the whole day there.
:)

mayb coz i had mandy.
and maybe coz i was out tday.
also maybe coz i was so busy.

i din emo much tday.
:)

70% it is la for tday.
：）