day 6.

grades tday ---- 50%.

i noe my results getting worst and worst.
haih.

its valentines day.
fine.... blame me for missing him still.

i went back to the temple tday to help.
so much memories.

the hall, the corridors...
doin all these activities together.
everything reminded me of him.
we have so much history, and so much of them are within the temple walls.
i didnt participate in this particular song they were rehearsing.
in fear that i might breakdown and cry on stage tml. O.O

today....
still, a few tears here and there.
people in the temple are the nicest.
they really are.
caryn feels loved.

talked to the teacher for quite abit.
it wasnt as bad as i thought it'll be.
after 6 days.
i'm pretty rational now.
so its still good.

tml....
i'm nt sure if tz will come.
kinda "gelabah".
if he comes.... would it make things worst?
he still isnt picking up my calls.
he jus messages me...
sumehow, part of my emoness now is because i dun think this whole "best frens" thing is gonna work...
i still wanna be frens... i thought he wanted too.
now... i'm nt sure...

on a different note。。。
caryn says:
up to this point i've never regretted doing wat i did for tz
caryn says:
nor would i say i wish it never happen
allie says:
thats good
caryn says:
even if i'll fall for another diff guy
caryn says:
doesnt mean i'll take tz as a "lesson learnt" kinda thing
allie says:
it means u truly cherished it le...
caryn says:
i'll prolly give even more coz of wat i learnt
caryn says:
look
caryn says:
problems like this.
caryn says:
is between u n the bf
caryn says:
and the whole world isnt important
caryn says:
i say fuck the world world for judging. they are nt the one dealing with it
caryn says:
its between u n him. it shud always be.

allie says:
today day 6 pass also ma (:
allie says:
i add 5% for ur sensible talk just now
allie says:
55%

final score 55%。
：）