update

sorry for the lack of updates....

haiyoh...

i feel like my blog wanna mati liao...

if everytime i blog, i feed him..

den gone case la...

my bloggie die of starvation liao....

reason for neglecting my blog and my friends....

DARN *#!**##!#!*##! freaking busy....

starting of my darn busy phase was as usual my homework la....

the usual la...

corporate identity system...consumer behavior... packaging homework.... videography shooting preparation...

why the rush???

becoz a have a jammed pack week ahead during the holidays...
holidays konon... blergh!!!!

1st stop...

Trolak-Felda-Ipoh-Gua Tempurung trip....

with?!

my family laaaaa....

when?!

13 Oct-15 Oct

the journey to Trolak

Trolak wey!!!! we got bangalow!!!Trolak is in the Felda area...

my aunt actually brought her mahjong set there...!!!

Seafood dinner!!!

The usual night drink-beer-eat nuts-chill- and chat session...

The HotSprings Resort...

nice weather....

my macho macho cousin bro...

the new happy family...lunch....

the whole gang...

Ipoh... makan!!! makan sumore....yummm..prawns.....

pao ppl's whole restoran n MAKAN lagi...

dumb & dumberer...

our hotel....

gigantic koi fish!!!

i love ipoh's view...

Gua Tempurung....

in a nut shell...

Trolak Country Resort---OK la...nice to see the greens tho..but nthg much other than that...

Hot Springs----FUN~

Ipoh----FOOD!!!! all the way...Bidoh too...

Gua Tempurung---- BooYAH!! SYOK!

after that...

gruling videography shooting...

when?

17 Oct - 18 Oct

the shooting...the props....the make up....the costumes....

the after math.....the packing...the driving...the tired-ness...

shooting was ridiculusly busy and tiring...

thank soo & ansif for helping...

arigato banyak banyak....

thank sis for letting us crash in her hse furing our breaks...

it was an experience nonetheless...

imeadiately after that...

Faculty of Creative Arts and Design Boot-Camp

when?

19 Oct - 21 Oct

it was surprisingly Awesome...

the camp site...

the surrounding....

the company....allie!!!

swts...my singa looking hair....
senaman pagi.... baliking...

tired-ness....

the scary results....

gosh...the muscles....

i become macho macho liao...

i went there thinking that i would be bored to shits...

but i ended up rock climbing two storey high... scrambling up the 12 feet berlin wall... climing up a 30+ feet pole and jumping off it...building rafts from drums and poles and ropes... sailing it 100 metres out into the sea and u-turning back... flying fox!!

i've done things i didnt expect i can do...

the abang abang yang macho macho in our groups were simply nice and funny...
the kakak kakak all were all amazing...

they crack us all up...

despite the fact that i'm now black like arang...

and my legs and arms hurt like shits...

i K.O.ed and slept the whole day after that....

i'm truly, utterly happy....

missing in action.

ok....
i assumed i need to update..
but so much has passed.
so i'll just do a little recap.....

i'm sorry peeps!!!

as some should know, kancil was pretty banged up a few months ago.
it was fixed nontheless.
yet the after effects of the blow was enevitable.

the car was leaking.
the whole car was slanted.
the "rangka" was off...
it started to shake when i go pass 80km/j....

all in all...
kancil suffered his last few months...
i still loved him...
but mom couldnt stand him...
after contant bickering... mom said that she's gonna send him away....

for the last few weeks, i drove kancil everyday still...
but fearing that one day, my phone would ring.... he'll be gone....

and that day did come...
on 7th of september, my phone rang...

i cried like shit that day....













good bye my dear...
i sent him off myself...

that night itself....
IT came along....


ppl just dun get it....
that it doesnt matter that i have a new car...
ppl sun get it that kancil was my first...

yea....i'm weird...i have a bond with my car....
kenot izzit??!!!!

cis!!!!

pppffffftttt.....


anyways, i've been reluntant to name the saga for a few weeks...
but guess ppl have to move on..
allie says that it's serving me as well now...
its safer too...
as much as i hate to accept it...
i'll have to either way....

last week...
WE...(me, tzer, allie) finally named HIM....
hmmmm...
actually tzer came out wit the name, and allie sokong him kao kao!
ish...
so.... HE...is my new friend now... hong chai!!!


i didnt watch hogh school musical2 in the end...
after waiting and anticipating like a dumb idiot....
sad case....
emo~


i went to hong kong& macau...
the months of stress and planning arent worth it i tell u...
haih...



i got yelled at....
rushed around...
haih...
for some reason, since i was the one that "planned the trip"...
i should know EVERYTHING about hk & macau la....
which i do not...
i havent been there... they think i'm suppose to know the roads and all...
it was stressed like crap!!!!

even worst that group assignments man....
the upside of the trip...
i manage to watch the anual fireworks competition in macau...





i guess it was fun... haiyah...
i bought something for weiloong tho...if ur reading...get it from me la!!!!

right after i tounchdown/landed in m'sia....
udara asia SUCKED!
i drove up to college immeadiately for LEO urgent matters...
the installation date was brough ahead to the following sat.,...
everything that was so properly and closely planned was ruined...
everything became sooooo last minute......
we pulled to gether and settled everything oso la....
altho there were some internal dispute... *shall not mention*


after that....
i was busier than ever....
group assignment sucked....
evil lazy "trust me la" group mates sucked balls la!
i ended up not sleeping for a whole week...
walked around like some zombie.....
den betty & me had to spend 2 more sleepless nights redoing the shit....
find location and all....

urgh!!!!!

i wanna puke!!!!

pre-production proposal. storyboard. re print. location. reki. props. wardrobe. green cloth. blue screen. CGI. animation. budget!!!. lighting. gapher missing!. rich idiots. admendments. changes. last minute. scary........

i shall stop here la....
pengsans...
headache d...
*hugs....

me?

would you rather

pierce your nose or tongue?
tongue
be serious or be funny?
funny
drink skimmed or whole milk?
dun like milk!
die in a fire or drown?
hmm....drown.
spend time with your parents or enemies?
parents.


are you

simple or complicated
complicated
gay?
straight!!! i like watching chicks tho~
hardcore?
if i need to, then i am.


would you prefer

flowers or candy?
flowers
grey or black colour?
black
coloured or black&white photos?
black&white
lust or love?
love
sunrise or sunset?
sunset
M&M's or skittles?
M&M's
staying up late or waking up early?
waking up early
sun or moon?
moon
winter or autumn?
autumn
left or right?
right
having 10 aquaintances or 2 best friends?
2 besties!
sun or rain?
rain
vanilla ice crean or chocolate ice cream?
choco choco choco choco!
vodka or jack?
vodka


about you

what time is it?
1.35am
name?
caryn yeo
nicknames?
yenyen, piggy, shortie, fatty... alot la~
where were you born?
kuantan, pahang
birthdays?
020688
what do you want?
change
where do you wan to live?
somewhere with lots of trees and plants, mayb a lake.... haiyoh.. i mao HIJAU HIJAU la...
how many kids do you want?
=.=....er....4
what would you want to name a girl?
calleigh. tiffany. chloe.
what would you want to name a boy?
john. jude. scott.
do you want to get married?
hopefully yes.

unique

nervous habits?
nervous....i sit on my hands. i sit...really quietly. hold on to anything very tightly.
are you double jointed?
no....scary
can you roll your tongue?
yes!
can you raise an eyebrow?
hell yeah! its like my signature.
can you cross your eye?
akakka...boleh~
do you twirl your spegetti?
yes.
have you eaten spam?
whattheheck is that??!!!
favourite ice cream?
choco!!!
how many cereals do you have in your cabinet?
none. :( sad...but i love honeystars n koko crunch!!!!
favourite beverages?
coke!!!! coffee!!!
can you cook?
erm...barely...only enough to keep me from starving.

-3niGma-

emo

we bought these shirts...

around the same time.

at totally different places.

with different people.

yet we wore it on the same day...

good luck gurl.

on ur exams...

gosh i missed the old cartoon days....

frus to the max...

frustrated....

to the very max...

i jus wanna scream n yank all my hair out....

tday is wed.

i have 3 days more to finish up all my assignments....

lagging computer does NOT help...

videography homework...yikes!!1

i dun mind doin homework...i really dun...

but i dun even have the right software.

and i'm suppose to finish by this week!!!

consumer behavior is also in my list...

i'm done with my computer print production assignment liao...

just have to print it to see...

visual communications i'm worried....but still progressing...

videography is getting me worried and frustrated as hell...

its not my kind of subject...

i like it... but i dun tink i'll score...

all these practical n artistic things...

help...

and missing the biggest practical isnt doin any good!!!!

AARRGGGHH!!!!

missing practical 4 for videography jus for this family trip aint worth it !!!

i'm frustrated out of my mind.

scholarships hanging by a thread...

planning the trip all by myself sucks...

am i suppose to satisfy everybody?

wat about me?

emo~

-3niGma-

our days together

it struck me today that the time we have together is getting shorter.

it struck me today that by next week you may nt be mine anymore.

it struck me today that if it wasnt for the incident that day,

i wouldn't have to lose you.

it struck me today.....

i'm sorry.

perhaps it is my fault.

i do not want to replace you.

my little cutie

my very first

我的小可爱

hairspray

did i mention that i'm a freak for musicalssss????!!!!

Tracy Turnblad (Nikki Blonsky), an overweight teenager with all the right moves, is obsessed with the Corny Collins Show. Every day after school, she and her best friend Penny (Amanda Bynes)run home to watch the show and drool over the hot Link Larkin (Zac Efron), much to Tracy's mother Edna's (John Travolta) dismay. After one of the stars of the show leaves, Corny Collins (Jason Marsden) holds auditions to see who will be the next person on the Corny Collins show. With all of the help of her friend Seaweed (Elijah Kelly), Tracy makes it on the show, angering the evil dance queen Amber Von Tussle (Brittany Snow) and her mother Velma (Michelle Pfieffer). Tracy then decides that it's not fair that the black kids can only dance on the Corny Collins Show once a month, and with the help of Seaweed, Link, Penny, Motormouth Maybelle (Queen Latifah), her father (Christopher Walken) and Edna, she's going to integrate the show.....without denting her 'do!

rain on me

i hate missing classes.

which was wat i did because my smart ass was sick.

i hate missing classes because i'll end up lost as ever.

dont know wat was happening.

com print production was like crap coz i was leaking like a pipe... flu wise my dear...

i was sneezing and coughing my whole way through class.

after lunch.

was videography.

i kind aliked videography classes.

our equipments!

its nice... and we always get to learn stuff.

sumhow videography was like my art history class and my photography class.

they teach us stuff which we actually dont need to use right on the field.

but subjects like these helps us to understand everything else better.

keeps my perspective wide.

thats why i love em.

our lecturer, mr jye. *i like him!! he replies students mails!!*

but yesterday's practical was......screwed up to the max.

1) i dont mind ppl smoking. but all at once????

- there were 5 guys in my group yesterday. and they were all smoking!!! at the same time!!!! and we were shooting in the basement!!!!! OH MY GOODNESS MY POOR LUNGS!!!!

2) ppl just love to stick their feet where they dont belong huh?

-i spend 3 hours, listening to ppl who were not suppose to be talking. and yet they talk like they're in charge. ppl who have no repect for the authorities and the leader.

-actresses that keep telling ppl wat to do when they're shot is only 2 sec. actresses that order other ppl oround even after the director said "silence" "camera" "rolling" "ACTION"...you're suppose to keep your bloody pipe hole SHUT! not suddenly say "haiyah, u tak boleh begitu la... mesti smile punya!!" in the middle of the bloody shooting.

-the art director who gives no shit about the props or the set, instead she goes around telling the cameraman wat to do and yells "CUT! CUT! CUT!"...hello...thats the director's job. stewpid. not you.

-another actress that MUST ask "do i look good?" every single time she finishes a shot. she'll just sit at one corner and ask "when u all gonna shoot me??" "when's my turn?" "when?" "when?"..... she NEVER stops!!!!!!! NEVER!!! and she drives me nuts! bloody goldfish eye girl.

3) i learned yesterday that i misjudge ppl alot. especially malay dudes.

-when i first saw wawan, he was yesterday's Director of Photography for my group yesterday. he came in

with his slim fit torn jeans. messed up hair (nt in a STYLISH WAY)...freakishly tall with bad teeth due to smoking. weirdest shirt i've ever seen. when i 1st saw him , my thought was "OH SHIT!we're dead..." surprisingly, he was calm and cool. eventhough the curse so much, even in hokkien and i din understood. but he was rational and serious about his work. he curse normally when he fails to get his shoot right. or he couldnt steady his hands. but when the bunch of whacked monkeys were arguing n yelling at each other. he didnt.

-when i saw alif, our director and his whole bunch of malay friends. i was convinced its gonna blow. coz they were fooling around, smoking, cursing as ever. but when we were gonna shoot. aliff was good. eventho he didnt quite did he's role as the director due to some ppl. but he was ok. i meant he kept his head straight la. he tried to keep the production goin, keep pushing them on...

question: at a situation like this...would it be better to yell back at the disrespectful ppl to tell them whose boss? or not?

-truth is...i would've... but come to think about it... if alif did, the situation would've been even worst.

4) i was just trying to help them with watever i can. the lights, the props....

den ansif and alif saw that i was jus waiting for them... (i was suppose to the one of the 2seconds actress/kelefeh) oso la...so they decided to shoot our scene 1st...and let me go home early. yay!!! butthen, the timing sucked balls la..... it was freaking jammed outside. if i were to go home later, i would've reached home earlier...

haih....

5)i hate rainy days...

they make me emo~

-3niGma-

High School Musical...2....3??

since i'm been so shhhiicck theres nthg i can do...
its been actually emo n down all the time..




there's a upside to it....
This!!!!anyone who knows me knows that i'm a High School Musical fan...

i mean...

i'm on the HSM craze for since it started...

no...

MONTHS before it started...

hmm..

maybe i am a bit too old for disney movies musical...

but i cant deny tat i am psyched over it...

sum ppl say the sequel is normally a turn off...

eg:

-evan almighty *C'MON!! noah?! bruce almighty was good.. jimcarrey was great...but this?! is jus wrong~~~ i wouldnt mind if it was adam sandler... -.-"

- pirates 2...3......bit too draggy...and too complicated to get the story right...@.@

- legally blonde2 (+.+") speechless...

- godfather3 * i'm a godfather fan...but this...is just slighty over for me...

- ocean 12, OCEAN 13!!!! i dun mind the hot guys lik george clooney n brad pitt...but the story sucked!! admit it! u only but the tickets to see bradpitt!! and the old-hot-batman!!

anyhoo......

i've listened to every HSM musical song even the ones from the tobe released album HSM2...

and watched every music video...

i noe....

+.+"

but hey!!! aku suka la!!! i like la!!! lu mana sakit??!!!

but i am aware that its corny...and unrealistic... and oh-so-the-fake....

plus the new storyline (which i read already) eeheheh... is abit stewpid....

oops! i meant to say "cliche~"

BUT...its High School Musical!!!!!

dunno....

mayb i just love musicals abit toooo much...

i do love musicals..!!!

and the choreography is amazing!!!

i love dance movies...

and i like the cute cast(s) too... grins~

aaaa.....The corbin bleu...

if u guys think i like corbin bleu coz he's a jock...*ur soooo wrong*

if u guys think its his funky weird hairdo....*wrong again! dun ever try it!!! *

if u guys think its his body...*hmmm...well....he does have a nice physic...BUT NO...i din like him coz of that*

its just one simple thing that turn me on... and most ppl jus dont notice.....

his smile!!!

his friggin smile!!

i'm serious!!!

bluek!!!

-3niGma-

it blows part3

fever up...... fever down.........
cold sweat........
shivers............
help~

bathed like 10 times last night...
ppl just don't give me a break huh?
moms nagging down my throat...
sis chasing me for the hongkong trip...
I"M SICK for goodness sake!
gimme a break!!!

i cant sleep without thinking of the late assignments and missed classes...
sumtimes i just wish if it would be easier if i were to be admitted into a hosp and stay there!
smacks!!!

it blows part2

i woke up at 5 am tday.
to find that nt only i've lost my voice...
i've also lost the ability to swallow anything even my saliva.
i've also developed the skill to vomit n cough up anything that goes down my throat.

apparently the infection in my throat spread upwards to my nose rather that downwards.
i'm breathless all the time.
i breath through my nose for too long my throat will seem dry n it hurts even to breath.

i cant swallow thus i dun eat solids.
ish....
my kepala darn pening wey~~~
and its raining cats and dogs right now.
just now somemore blackout!

it blows...!

my thumbdrive crashed on me....
my work is now waaaaaay behind schedule...
darn unproductive...
i wake up to have absolutly NO VOICE!!
den running rose...
den my nose bled...
den i gt the fever!!
mommy thinks i'm faking it...
when to the doc.
i hate lozenges!!!
brokedown...
meltdown...

now i'm just down right emo~
i cant even say that my life s**ks!!
so fine....my life BLOWS okay?!

*roll eyes*
runs to get tissue
-3niGma-

对手 by tank & 郑伟康

对手 competition

電玩 你比我快一關
投籃 我比你狠一點

不管 誰來跟我挑戰

除了你是我的假想敵誰也不稀罕

i'm faster than you when it comes to video games

i'm stronger than you when it comes to basketball

no matter who it is that came to challenge me

if it isnt you, it doesnt interest me at all.

饒舌 你速度比我慢

考試念書 我比你遜一點

不管 誰來跟我挑戰
我都看不起 我只要衝著你奪冠

i can rap faster than you.

yet when it comes to studies i'm slightly behind you.

no matter who came to challenge me

they're not important as my only aim to beat is you.

我從你倔強眼中看到自己 熟悉的輪廓

ho~我快要跑在前頭 你怎能滯留在後頭

i always see myself in your determined face.

when i'm just slightly in front of you,

you wouldn't be behind me for very long.

你是我朋友 也是我對手

看著你成功 我也光榮

證明世界還是可以有夢

你是示範了堅持會有成果

you are my friend, and also a worthy competition

if you succeed, i would be proud too.

you proved that there's still room for dreams in this world.

you showed me that everything is possible with determination.

這一分鐘 你是我對手

很開心有你 陪我鬥牛

當我鬆開拳頭累的時候

最後一刻往往你就是我 不認輸的理由

right at this moment, you are my competition

i'm so glad that it is you that is fighting with and against me

when i'm tired and frustrated

at the end, you're the very reason for me to never give up!

你是我朋友 也是我對手 你是我朋友 wo~

you are my friend also my worthy competition

i saw this song's mtv during its launch last month....
at its very 1st sight, it didnt really attract me...
as i continued listening...

the lyrics struck me so hard...
it left me touched and all teary eyed.

i've been searching for the song high and low...
and i finally found the lyrics...

i do think i'm very lucky

and i feel so thankfull and blessed.

the best of friends.

the greatest companionship.

the worthy competitions.

the support and love.

thank you.

thats all i can muster out.

to friends that stuck with me till the very end.

if you noticed properly.

every color signifies every one of you!

see how colourfull the lyrics are?

thats how blessed i am.

to the cartoons.

to ABC.

to long lost friends.

to friendship.

to the history.

to the memories.

to inspiration.

to guidance.

to the dharma class buddies.

to companionship.

to faith.

and hope.

to -210607-

yours truly,

3niGma