rough

and they're gone.

its abitter news to hear. on chinese new year.
when i receive the call.

that she had cancer, and he killed himself.

i've known them for pretty long time, in fact they were like this inspirational couple that everyone thought would last till the end.

just that no one knew how near the end actually is.

they were friends, they got together, they got married after graduation.
he smokes, alot. she got diagnosed with nose cancer. towards the end of 3rd stage, he couldn't take it and he killed himself.

my heart shrunk and hurt when i received the sobbing call.
its still hurting alot.


i hate smokers now.
period.