heartfelt

yunno wats weird...
when a linkin park song makes you relate to your grandmother...
thats weird...

as weird as it seems...
she was the 1st person i thought of when i 1st heard this song on the radio...
i tink it was like a month ago...
driving back from work...

when the song came....
the lyrics struck me immediately.

i dreamed that i was missing.
and you were so scared.
but no one would listen.
coz no one else cared.

the feeling so familiar...
feeling as tho you've lost everything.
and ur standing there alone.
was so familiar...
when my grandma left.

dun worry....
not emo-ing bout losing my grandma again la...
been so long... i missed her... i really do...
but its her time...
and mayb it is better for her...
she's taught me so much..
and given me so much...
theres nthg i could ask for more....
thats all that matters.

but wat this song struck me is the sense of leaving...
seriously after my grandma...
i dun noe how i would react if sumone close to me left...
(i know its gonna happen la)....
which is y....its so endearing....

wat if it was me leaving...
anything could happen....
den there was a sudden flas of my parents... my frens... my family... my loved ones...
omfg...i feel like i siao d...

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

serious... what would u do...
if it was your last day...

what would u say....
if u know thats gonna be the last words.

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

when i leave...
i wonder what would ppl say...
how will i be remebered of...
hmmmm....
interesting tot....

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

this song is like berlambak la...
make my stewpid brain think sooo much...

leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

-3niGma-