shit.

people are diff...
i get that..
but why so different?
i just dun understand...

at 1st i thought we were alike...
in so many ways...
why now?

its hard...
i cant seem to accept it...
it feels like i'm losing u...
to what i dun noe...

as cliche as it seems "people change"...
really?
mayb u did?
maybe.... u were always like tat... i jus hadnt noticed...

why must u be so selfish?
saving urself isnt always in the context.

tough week...
huge workload.
weird mates.
worst cooperation.
tired of driving.
sick of the computer screen.
pissed at my lagging cpu.
hate the pressure.
afraid of the consequences.
i still wan my 4.0 gpa!
lask of sleep.
too many.....arguements with... everyone...
i miss my high school frens.
i hate being alone.

back to the whole pms-emo-depressed-stressed-tension mode....

:: enigma ::