pondering

interesting.

how things kinda just started, and how they just "kinda just ended"?

LOLz.

sometimes, we cant control they way things work around us.
and being the control freak that i was.
it took me such a long hard time to actually accept it.
it was hard for me.
to kinda just let thing flow and turn out how they were gonna....

i'll always be like "but.. but... its suppose to......." or "but but... why couldnt it...."
fact is, i hate not being able to have control over my life.

and i still cant figure why.

:(

on a totally random note:

"longer one easier to suck on ma!"
random famous quote.
we were refering to mamak teh-o-limao-ais straws ya....
squirt

<3 caryn