day 5.

interestingly.
today wasnt half bad.

altho i admit i'm still nt up to the point where i can jump up and say "HEY! I'M SO OVER HIM LA."
coz i'm not... over it yet.
i'll admit that.

but days get easier easier to go by since i got the closure that i needed.
emoness when down alot. i still stone abit abit.
but its still alright.

i still misses him tho.
but that too is at a tolerable level la...
:)

i spent my today.
with a whole lotta frens... a whole lotta guy frens whom i havent seen in ages.
from college - sun, soo, sam and ken.
to high school - karkiat, yincheng, wenhsien, liruey, ben. chick frens too- shyuan, chiawoon.

sun and synced seems to be one of those "unexpected" frens...
whom from time to time remind me that it's ok to feel the pain... i'll get over it... in time.
its interesting how at times like these...
these few new-er frens seems to surprise me more and more.

when the clock stroke 12am....
i msg-ed him tday.
wished him valentines day.

we chatted for a while.
seems to be alright.

today---- my grades ---- i'll give myself a 60%.
i have a feeling its gonna be this way for a stagnant period of time.

lols