alot.

i try.
i really did.

but this is alot to handle.
almost too much to handle.

theres too many things going on rite now.
and its taking a tow on me.
i'm tired.
i cant focus.
theres just too much.

emotionally, physically.
i aint superwoman.
and its about time i admit and accept the fact and i'm ordinary.

from my own finals work. to family matters. to college showcase issues. even personal matters.

i'm tired out.
point blank.
dead end.

i feel like a lagging computer.
nt an XP lagging. more like windows 98.
or when i try to run too much programs on my old computer last time.


help.

caryn needs a break.
very badly.

i'll just have to stick to this. finish this. get organized.
and hope it'll turn out the best i could.

i'm seriously tired.