new obssesion~

recently came across this web link...
i was hooked on immediatly...

www.deviantart.com

its a online community which features artworks....
from photography to portraits to drawing...
simply love it...

the stuffs featured do have an edge tho...
they're with atitude...
personality...
some are rather eccentric...
some are jus emo...

but they do have their own perspective...

i dunno...
i like it...

i actually am interested in photography...
altho it isnt my major....
sumhow its a way to show the world from ur point of view...
ppl will find me taking pics of all sorts of stuff...
from trees to shadows to shoes...anything...

unfortunately, i dun seem to have the $$ or patience to brush up my photo skills...
hmmmm...

::hiding::

sometimes u just feel like hiding...
hoping that the world would just pass u by...


i simply cant tell ppl...

i dont care...


just go away....


leave me alone....

cant i?

i wish i could...





oh well...
updates...
more like downdates...

i've fall sick again...
flu...
sore throat...
fever....
phelgm...


worst of all...
my athsma is back...
i have to use the nebulizer machine for 6 days...

dads worried...
he says tat if i dun take care of my asthma, i'll end up like my amah...
:(
amah died of lungs failure...
she had asthma....
dad tinks its one of it reason her lungs started to fail...

she relied on the nebulizer so constantly toward the end of her days...
like everyday...every 4-6 hours...


bye...
mao tidur

sunday...today...

i've spent my whole day fixing up "MY NEW ROOM"
yup...i have my very own room now...
i've actualy moved in last week...
but there was no bed...-.-"
but as of last night...
the room is complete. the i spent the evening watching this....

raise your voice

although i'm never a fan of hillary duff...

never is... never was...

but this movie is good...

sceptical about HD's ability and talent to sing and act...

nonetheess...i like the storyline...

it may be cliche as to say...

"chase your dreams no matter wat"concept...

typical...

nthg much to "wow!" about...

but its ok...

but....

a cute, charming musical inclined english boi with adorable british accent wouldn't harm it.

did i say charming?! *grins*

the rugged not-so-bad-looking-himself lec is definately a plus point...

the LA locations were beautiful too.... sunrise...sunsets...the beach... the city...whoa...

AARRGGHH....!!!

its a good show about chasing your dreams despite wat others might say....

which happen to be at a musical school which is filled with good looking ppl....

kapish??!

whirlwind

nerd:
sometimes i feel like we've difted apart.
i cant tell u " i understand wat u r goin thru" becoz i'm sure thats an understatement.
i have no idea wat u are goin thru.
but i'm sure that u will hold on and be strong for each other.
u all will survive it...
wat ever happens... if u ever need to talk in the middle of the nite...
when ur staring at ur 4 green walls...

u can always msg / call me k?
i'm not sure what i can say to make u feel better..
but i promise i'll be there to listen...
:)

prado!!!
i hope u know that this is for u ya....
how u've been doin...
really miss u k?
do take care...
msg me too...
assignment stressed out nights arent the same witout u...
ur my fighting kawan...
*hugs!

ah teh:
heck, i'm nt even sure if u read my blog anymore.
but... hope ur doin fine over at aussie ok?
i'll miss u....
rmb-ing the days when we use to have the same hair style...
how we use to call each other "brother!"
GOSH...
I'LL MISS THOSE TIMES...
gossiping with u last time...
lepaking a the back of the class...
pls jaga urself k?
u noe i miss u...
wished i could've said goodbye...



so many things happing to me recently...
its been an emotional week...
my own health at stake...
my problems are back again...
so i'm back on medication liao...
sad...
i suddenly realised that so many of my frens are leaving already...
some already left...
gosh...
i saddens me suddenly...
sumhow i regreted nt spending more time on them...
how we jus drifted apart tears my heart into a million pieces...

sad...

watever we sow we reap...
take care ya...

cny visiting with the cartoons!

Chinese New Year 08

cartoonz visiting

1st stop

mandy's hse2nd stop

wishan's place

after that...

siewkuan's rumah lastly,

my hse....

.....

....

.....

its amazing how i've known them for the 8th year already...

nostalgic really...

my besties since SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah days...

wishan

siewkuan&mandy...

hugs!!!

tengok muka dia~ cartoon nye~~

mandy!!

wishan again..

its amazing...

thru the years...

we fought...

we argued...

we worked together...

we cried...

we drifted apart...

we changed...

i guess everyone does...

its hard to let go....

but i guess it is alright to let go...

not to lose grip on our friendship...

but to stop comparing everything to wat use tobe...

we changed...

we moved on..

we have our diff lives...

our diff cliques...

wat matters now....

is that we still have each other...

valentines'08

leo had an valentines project..
we sold cupcakes...
roses...
song dedication...

speaking of valentines...

i have brand new crocs...
please ignore the fact that they are pink ya...
swts...


my dearest tz went to hunt for me...
kesian the fella la...
he dun even like crocs...
and he spent like an hour at the shop choosing for me...
:)

see??? i take picture oso he wanna jion...
tak puas...

nt bad ma..cute wert...

akakka...

paiseh...

i syok sendiri....

cloud9.

yen

shrinking circle

happy chinese new year


why this year angpao macam tak cukup?


haih...

i miss my friends...


napek! wat happen to all my guy friends???!!!



ish.... brudder konon.... all my macho macho guy friends lari liao!!!
*may need to find new ones...*


i'm worried bout my yehyeh....


i hate goodbyes....
*henry..... will miss u like shit la...*
no more lala cheesecake seefuu~


haih....


valentines is around me corner....


why am i worried again???



naaah... he's working... i wont be seeing him la....



gosh i hate leo drama~~~




y must ppl always be sooooooooo frustrating??


nt like i step on their tail oso....
*u where pain now???? quit bugging me!!!*


all these last minute preparation....
ppl expect u to always be on "standby" mode....


haih...



LEO's having a charity event soon...
in march....
it'll be at taylors....



do come...




i helped....




gosh...


random ramblings...


i cant sleep again.....



ish.....




nites....