christmas...

i love christmas... i really do...
sumhow...
christmas gives me a sense of hope...
like...
a new beginning...

in a blink of an eye...
theres the end of 07... its amazing...serious...
it doesnt matter how much i hated 07....
like i hated every year that has passes...
it's always been
"haiyoooh~ shouldn't have done that!"
or
"haiyaaaH~ should've done that!"
or
"ish~ i could've this and that...!"

somehow, the years have never been long enough or good enough...
but thats jus me...

but i cant deny...
that these recent few years...
i may have some regrets...
but i always cant deny that there is a sense of satisfaction in the very end...

from schoolwork: assignments, scholarship, tired, fatigue, lack-of-social-life, tension, random magazine, leo club drama, videography, shooting!, lighting!!, group work!, visual com, t-shirt printing, silk screen, printing!!, $$ka-chingg!!$$, packaging, KIT KAT!, finals, consumer behavior, last minute presentation, stressed out!! ; friends: the cartoons, the ABC's... losing a frien... having ppl back stabbing or frontstabbin... i dunno... i met loads of artsy fartsy new funky friends in the weirdest, leceh-est class, i stink at videography! but the VA ppl are cool... its been a whirlwind of emotions... ; on the self satisfaction side, i survived boot camp, kinda bring back memories, even tho i cried like buckets on certain height obsticles... but HEY, i did it! i joined more camps... counseling camps are fun... eventho i still hate kids!!! the younger they are, the scarying they can be! connecting back with some old frens wre great, henry, kelly, liruey, karkiat, ang, xlvin, cartoons... they're all good...; lastly...family, its pretty messed up...from my grandpa, to my dad, to my mom.... and some personal health issues... its hectic...



wat can i say...
its been a long long long year...
man am i tired~
but life goes on...