: school sick :

is there even such thing? school sick?!
well... S.T.A.R. is having their prom this fri... B asked me to go wit him... A asked me too... 
they're both my buds... so i'm not goin at all...
its kinda hard.... knowing that we're growing up...

no more pure siao chilling wit the gurls...
no more teachers tat spoon feed us jus to ace the exams...
no more pure lepaking wit pals...
no more "worries" bout little miss popular or the cute guy in class...
no more chitter chatter bout the in parties n hanging wit the seniors...
no more psychotic rides on bicycle wit the ex...
no more carefree days of sleep-go school-eat-tuition-eat-sleep again life....

if growing up means drifting away from family...
if growing up means picking up after urself...
if growing up means take your own responsibilty...
if growing up means no more fooling around...
if growinq up means "theres more important things in life den being popular"...
if growing up means giving up in fantasies n childish dreams...
if growing up means smacking ur face into cold hard reality...
wat if i dowanna grow up?

yunno wat... i rather retake spm again n again n again n again if i can...

to be allowed to fail...
to be able to jus chill...without issues...


to be have fun... pure fun...
to be allowed to lose...
to be pampered....



days when the main stress n tension was ace-ing exams....
days when we worry whether the cute class monitor likes you or not...
(yea..my monitor is pretty cute...buffed too)
days when the main goal was only to make girl guides active...



days when the main aim was to be top 3 in the school's marching...
days when the MAIN issue was that hot senior next class....

haha...days like those...

:3nigma: