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on a weird mood these days... its 3.47am... n i'm awake... i've jus finished randoms article... 
gettin dried  up isnt a gud idea... TZ isnt home yet... i'm tired... yet...i feel troubled...i dunno y...
its disturbing, its confusing, its dont right emofying!

being in the holiday mode means i'm stil lazy... yet at the back of my brains i can think of a 101 reason i shud start work! i have the list of undone homework and its freaking me off!! so... wat do i do these days? i sleep till the sun shines on my arse...den i roll downstairs...eat... n plant my arse in the sofa... n watch cartoons all day... its making me sick... yet... I HAVE NTHG ELSE TO DO! i hate feeling unproductive!!

before that mummy was sick n i was stuck wit looads of hse chores.... mop the floor, sweep the floor, wash the bed sheets, wash the toilet, change the sofa covers, wash the cars... FYI, avanza is a killer!!!  super tall for a shortie like me! sprained my shoulder trying to wipe the top... by the end of 1st week in dec, i was as wasted and fragile as glass... every inch of my body aches n squeeked!! thankfully i still hav tz to massage me! *pampered*

but tat was 2 weeks ago... i havent seen tz much these days... he's been so freaking bz... i almost forgot i had a bf! christmas is here n i'm broke... spending new years n christmas alone isnt helping either.... i wanna rant n i wanna whine! i miss him!! unfortunately i havent even heard from him... even if he called.... it was jus short calls because he is tired....

since i forgot i was taken... hormones kicked in!!!
did i mention i was/ am atill a die hard fan of RON NG?!!! omg!! i went ga-ga over him!!! i tink he's totally hot!!! of course... sum ppl disagree (aM3)... but i still adore him!!! he's hot!!



and the Brylcreem 2 in1 facial wash n shaving cream advertisement guy!!! check it out!!! theres a very very very very husky sexy stud there!!! really!!!

AND... do you know that allan wu is also did the ferrero roche ad?! he was the groom in the wedding advertisement where the brides bouquet was a bunch of ferrero roche!!! he's still ever sooooo hot!!!!



i was hyped up last sun... went over to mp's hse to help her wit her assigment.. we had loads of fun... laughing n yapping... whacking oreos n vitagens!!! screaming at the passing cars!! hunting for turtles!!! it was fun gurl!! i miss you sooooo much... den we jus lay in bed after a looooong day.... den the emo part cam along... mp's taking advertising too... its weird... ppl like us... we dun have a specific "dream job"...like those ppl that aspired to be a journalist or a doctor or a pilot... we r one of those that fits in a little of everything... yet none of everything tooo.... there isnt a clear route on what to take.. so we jus end up wherever the wind blows n hope for the best... kinda pathetic aint it? but thats wat we think... 
mp n me... we're close... every since the whole "i like the guy who likes you" issue... 
we were closer then ever! no guy would ever stand between us... n thats a fact... 
i was always the hard headed wan... the one with the temper... n she was the rational type...
being together, it kept a balance.... she told me that day "u have no idea how lucky u r to find sum1 like aM3, because its hard to find someone that really gets us".... yea... mayb u r right...
but one thing is for sure... looking back at the pix n photos, i was pretty lucky back den too! i had ever reliable SK as my right hand gurl, i had you my my side as my guardian angel... i had WS to reming me that i'm actually a gurl... eheheh... so what if we arent alike... we're diff but that wat made the cartoons unique! a fierce tomboy, a pretty n loud gurl, a sensitive n blur gurl, and a squeeky math genius! we were the weirdest batch! who knew 2 chinese ed gurls would've been besties wit 2 bananas for nearly 6 years!! i love u all....