:: have faith ::

this post was mnt for some one.... so... if u dun get it.. its okay... i'm pretty sure the one it was meant for understands it... *hugs*

-clicked-
it weird... how me met... i went home wailing to my dad about this blurrest bumbum girl i met in the lift; n u met home crying bout the snobbish brat u met in the lift... who would've knew that in mere months we've became closer den ever! the hyper days... the emo days... the tired sleepless days especially... there was always YOU to accompany me!
nerd n geeks trying to make our way thru in a world the society will never think we'd fit in... evidently, we did! thru the loud days n psycho days... u n BT n me... our laughter can be heard thru the whole block...

and above all when i tot i was the only one n gav up on searching for someone tat reads me... i found you!! classic chick flicks.. emo songs... 
we get each other... i dunno y... its almost like a long lost sister type.. we "get" each other... n its good! cuz i was getting tired of explaining simple stuff to blurred zoned out peeps!

-rainbows-
ironically.... we could be so alike in soooooooooo many ways... n yet we can be totally different...
our views especially.... on this whole wide world.... i was a pesimist.... numb to this world... perhaps i chosed to turn numb.... coz i was hurt, again n again... as time flew by, i learn the beautiful technic of "staying on the surface".... emotinally detached... but u were different... u see the world in a whole new angel... somehow u see this world in ur own frequency n ur own colors... u were hurt too... but theres a diff... u were strong... u stood back up... 
u always kept ur hopes n dreams... believing tat all this happened for a reason... 
so u sucked it up... n u went on... creating your rainbow... making a diffefence in this world...
wat i lack was courage n tat was wat i learned from u... u made me believe in the best of ppl... not the worst...

-believing-
i stopped believing in true love long ago... but u din... u believed in "meant to be"s and "happily ever after"s... i would've called u naive... but i couldn't deny... i wished i believed in dem too...
"have faith" u told me that... n with tat priceless quote... i took my first step n the bold-est
move ever... hoping n praying hard that ur correct... it was meant to be... n it was! i'm happy...
guess you could say i found where i belonged... :)

-faith-
"have faith" was wat i told u this morn too... when we were comtemplating if it was "IT"... 
its funny how these quotes come back to u... n how they grow on each other... 
i found my bliss, n now so have you.... altho i'm not sure if it would change anything we have... 
coz sumtimes it does happen the other way.... i'm happy that ur happy!! *hugs!* 
heck.. if we click so well, i doubt that i would hate him if u like him tat much!!!!

-hope-
words u taught me :
love ; emo ; faith ; funky! ; trust ; different ; fugly! ; rainbow ; hyper ; toodles ; bestie

-dotsandstripes-
once in a lifetime,
    you find someone
who touches not only your heart,
    but also yours soul.
once in a lifetime,
    your discover someone
who stands beside u, not over you.
    you find someone
who loves you for who you are,
    and not for who you could be.
once in a lifetime,
    if your're lucky,
you'll find some one.....
    as i've found you.


-3niGma-