ever had the feeling tat u dun belong?
tat everyone else has found their place in life...but... u still lost?
like everywhere u go, u jus cant blend in...
tat u stick out like a needle in a group...
so bad tat ur starting to annoy everybody else?
old friends... they have their own circle now...
new friends.... u cant find a place to fit in the circle...
ppl say i'm annoying...ppl say i'm jus a pain in the ass...
mayb i am... a self centred idiot craving for attention...
or mayb its jus the freaking workload n routine tats killing me?
i hate nt fitting in...
i hate it when ppl around me are talking bout stuff which i dun noe...
i hate it when "friends" discuss issues where i'm left out...
i hate it when i have to miss out an outing with friends jus coz i have work to do...
i hate it when i miss my friends soooo badly but i cant see dem after soo long...
i hate it when i'm emo...
i hate it when i'm depressed...
i hate it when i have to cry myself to sleep...
i hate when life has deteriorated to the extend tat i need to cry to feel better...
just hate it...
dun bother...
jus being plain stressed n depressed...
jus being plain lonely n emo...
i haate it when i
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2 comments:
hey
i noe u r going thru a rough time now compared to mine..remember that i m alwaz here for u..ur "permulaan" has passed n now is d "perumitan"..slowly u will come to d "klimaks" n then lastly ur "peleraian" will come very soon..mayb ur "perumitan" n "klimaks" will not be good times but i am very sure ur "peleraian" will be juz fine..however,u will still have us as backups' no matter where,when or how..m i being too 'litreaturely'?but dun worry everything will turn out fine enuff for u to have a great life in coll..
thanks gurl...muacks!!! love ya loads!! *hugs*
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