: ITS OVER!! :

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its finally over! after gruelling over the typography work for days!!! its finally done!!!

A is back!! miss ya load!! this fella a...i noe la he very very smart 11a1 ma..but bloody show off...wanna stay in ns for extra weeks now only come bcak!!! wahahha...den now come back d say very tough..teacher teach very fast!! akakak...padan la wey!!!anyhoooo...i miss A!!! wahahah...wanna get a super duper huge bear hug la!!!

the concert is nearer by the day...i'm so excited..den again i'm also soo freaked...to others there may b even bigger events..but to me..this concert is huge!! this is major!! at least to me it is...n its the 1st time i'm so hands on in the whole project...i've learned so much in this process.... daniel was great motivation...love em!! being in touch wit tis buddhist group again...its really emofying... the past few years wit em jus played in my mind like a movie...the childish quarrels...the friends...the bond we had in the group..being a prefect there..organising camps...and lastly the last chapter of my journey there-- the final argument there... sumtimes i do regret leaving em...i do regret stepping out of the group..i regret giving up on everything tat i had back there..but i jus couldn't help it..at the end...it was jus too hurtfull to stay...*sigh*

i'm back now... i finally opened up n took the 1st step back... even so..things wouldn't b d same anymore....TZ left...SL left...everything has changed...i guess we jus couldn't cling on to the past...all tat has happened happens for a reason... i shud jus try to embrace the changes...thinking positivly, witout this i would has met up wit CZ again... :) guess its all gud!!

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