fuuuh!!!

haih... super duper long long long weekend....

Thurs- Hosp visit (11-05-06)
it was raining really heavily in the evening...so i ended up goin to the hosp late...decided to get fruits den flowers...and i brought my mom's ever faithfull JUARA Chlorophyll... picked up P...den we went to c M's mom... i haven't seen P since she went to national service...gawd i missed her!! i was SUPPOSE to b like an emo emo gathering..but tday it was different...we were all worried..worried bout M..hows she holding up...worried bout her mom...we were...wel...WORRIED...we went into d hosp...the 8th floor...M was waiting for us..we hugged...n she brought us to c her mom...she was sleeping when we were there so we din wake her up...P, M n me...we jus sat down and talked...we talked bout M's mom's condition...she went thru a 8 hour operation...talked bout P's studies..she still hasn't made up her mind...tats the prob..she too smart!!! haihz...wat oso can study...so now dunno wat to study!! akakak...jk gurl....*muacks!!*

Fri-Wesak Day (12-05-06)
woke up super early coz L2 is giving me a ride to KCBA...and he's arriving at 7.15am!!! hehe...lil piggy me woke up at 7...WOwowowo...the day started flat...i was goin wit the eng group tis year..n i'm wearing the chinese group's prefect shirt...ouch!! felt as though i've betrayed the whole group!! met up with Al in d temple... got the flyers n survey papers n started my day stalking everybody... haihzzz...

the day got betta though when i started to meet soooooo many ppl from my high school!!! SW came wit his st. john JURULATIH uni..WHOA!! din noe he was tat gud!! ekek...we use to sama sama come late for perhimpunan..even tried skipping assembly afew times!! saw both of my kor kor...KY n LY...aww...miss dem so much!! even saw afew scouts seniors!! din wanted any of dem to go home..we hung out...chit chat...haih..but the day has to end sum time...cry...later my high school bestie, sk came over to see us...nostalgic..haven't hung out wit her in ages... really missed the old times!! we had lunch...akak...actually..I had lunch...sk jus watched me...haih..the poor gal nvr eat!!

went to meet up wit my old temple frens...*sob...i've join the temple's sunday school since form1...i've joined the prefectes...actually the whole class joined prefects...ekek..small class wert!! dem i've joined the counseling group...i left last year...went i saw dem..my tears jus started flowing..all the memories all came back....from the happiet to d sad ones..they all played in my head like a sad movie...i was handling it well at 1st...until i saw TZ..gawd!! we go soooo far back...misseded him sooo much..we went thru soo much...the chasing each other around temple phase during form1..den the crushing on each other phase in form2/3....den the becomin besties part in form4...he dropped out of school in form4...poor guy..couldn't stand the pressure his family is giving him....den in form 5 we weren't tat close anymore...we jus grew apart...bitter fights...teary quarrels...oh gosh!!! but when i saw him tat day....it was like the old old times... we hugged...big big big bear hug... he bought me drinks as usual when i dutied to sell flowers under tat freakin hot sun!! it was like crap when i gtg...i when n hugged every single wan of my temple frens...my dhamma/counseling/prefects teacher too.... hugged TZ too..his usual hug n smell hair thing sumtimes freaks me out....but the heck wit it la!!!

went home super duper tired...den followed mom n dad to SJMC to visit a relative...SHE HAS BLADDER CANCER!! watthehell?? wats wit the cancer thing!! she was soooo healthy n active...she's around 70years old and she can still chase chickens around..climb hills...CANCER??!!

Sat & Sun-Muar trip (13&14-05-06)
Muar trip was like usual..."eat eat eat eat eat"... everytime we went back..we never failed to finish our "eating list"...there was laksa in the mornin....den chui kueh "rice cake" later...den carrot cake ....mmmm....den there was lunch...yum...den rojak for tea time....yummy...rushed to my uncle's pre wedding dinner...*slurps*...den went to a famous muar hawker centre "bentayan" for oyster ommelette...and muar otak-otak....and loads of soya bean drinks...and ikan bakar....whoa!!....tats muar...FOOD!!!

found out tday tat my cousin has sum heart prob..i jus dun get it...stop freaking me out wit d health issues already!!!! my cousin, EL is a very very very very *i mean it* very active gal!! gawd..she's a gymnast, a marathon runner, a triathlon swimmer/cyclist/runner...she does rock climbing..she dance...she goes hiking...she goes gym...she even climbed mt. kinabalu recently!! now they tell me tat she has a pulmonary vessel prob and her heart cant pump right...and she gotta hang up her running shoes permanantly...wathehell??!!

2nd day in muar was bleak...hectic coz we were rushing to go to my uncle's luncheon and dinner...slept in hotel in between...even forgotten mothers day!! my mom rufused to talk to me till now..haihz....life!!

:enigma: crashing into bed!!