18th May 2006 A Walk Down Memory Lane

i met up wit P for lunch tday...she recently started her form 6...poor gal..i made her wait in school sooooo long coz she finished early and i arrived only at 1.30pm....she waited for almost an hour!!! anyhoo...felt huilty plus she super cekap merajuk...akakka...so lunch was my treat.....wat to do?? ahaha..my baby gal ma...ngeh ngeh ngeh...

goin back to school was hard...i din like it...wanted to jus get out b4 i meet any friends n things start getting mushy...haih..i dun handle tears very well..and I MISS HIGH SCHOOL!!!! argh!!! *smack head*

after lunch...we went back to P's place...we spent the whole afternoon jus rolling in her bed...we were in the room till 5.00pm i tink!! GAWD!! gals can talk talk and talk for hours!!! akakkak....i miss her room..it was and STILL is a typical gal chatting area...*emo* i miss her la...we talked bout sooooo many things....her sudden change of mind to go form6...her life now in form 6..my life in coll....guys...we even talked bout CJ in ipoh...and my guy(s) prob....nostalgic la....*sob*

P says that she feel the pressure at home coz her brother jus recently taken his STPM...and it wasn't as gud as he hoped...(c'mon la...3A 1B!! how bad can it b??)but obviously..i was wrong...it was nt enuf for him to persue his dreams of taking pharmacy...*sigh* so yea..its very frustrating for him....sumtimes, it almost seems like he's giving P alot of unwanted stress n pressure..P..yea...she can b quite of a tv addict sumtimes..but she has her own meassures wan la..when the times comes..she'll study wan!! how the hell do u tink her straight 12 A's came from?? *ish..*

i recently came across a Levi's ad...d 501 thingy..and it was stated there..."i'm nt my father's 2nd chance"...and i was like "woohoo...this is cool!!" ngeh ngeh ngeh..abit of a rebel myself...hehe...but hey, thats the fact... ur future is no one's but your own...everythings is actually all in your hands...its not "i'm doin this 4my dad"...or "dad says i gotta do this"....same goes to P's situation...whether she studies or not...whether she scores or not... it should b her choice...*sound cocky n selfish..but yea...it SHUD n tat way*...so wat if u've taken a wrong turn last time?? u shudn't take it all out on d younger generations...get me??

i noe that d bro cares a hell lot for P...her studies, her life...he cares...*in a gud way ya?? :)*a lil mild push from time to time would always b okay...even thoughtfull sumtimes...but mayb he's giving himself alot of pressure too..thats y he's "liddat" recently...his thoughtfullness and caring turned into nagging and nagging n nagging...jus giv him sum time la P...he'll turn around soon enuf...

the relationship between P and her bro is reallt tight..they have some type of "click" and bond despite their fights...when we were still in high school...we'll always hear from P how her bro n her would talk all night when she feels troubled and frustrated...she confides her thoughts and felling to him..and he'll always come up wit a very gud solution..even if he doesn't..jus being there to listen till 4.00am is already gud enuf...!!guess now...places are turned...its time for P to b d "big bro" now... jus standing by him and try talking to him will surly help...let him noe that he already did him best...no use goin for a guilt trip now....haiyah...thats the miracle of a gud relationship...IT WILL B OKAY SOONER OR LATER WAN LA!!!!

akakakka....

:enigma:----gotta go bath!!!!