For The First Time

This song brings back alot of memories.
This song hit a cord in my heart.
This song left me speechless.
This song left me in tears.

What would you do when life gets back at you?
What would you do when reality strikes back?
What would you do when you've ran out of luck?

In these hard times, we get agitated.
In these hard times, we get frustrated.
In these hard times, we lose hope.

But in these hard times, look down on your hands & realize u r not alone.
All you need to do is hold tight & hang on.

The Script - For The First Time

Death

Death.
Inevitable. It will happen.
I know.

Some say they will go away.
In a new circle of life.
Reincarnated.
As someone else.

Some say they linger on.
Wonder around the ones they couldn't let go.
Presence felt.

I wonder which is the better thought.
That she is nw living a better life, but the fact that I have lost her forever.
Or that she is still around us watching over us, that we hav nt lost her in our life, but that will mean her suffering will nvr end?

I miss her.
I really do.
I wonder if she missed me too...

Amah...

The Case of the Bintik Ayam

The chicken pox
My Sis had it
Then my brother in law
Then Elyssa
And everybody thought it ended there.

1 week later
Evaine has the chicken pox
That was done

2 weeks after tat
On 1Jan 2011, daddy has the chicken pox!!

I've hid high n low. AVOIDED AT ALL COST!
even gt myself vaccinated!

But alas, ladies n gentlemen
At 23 yrs old, on 5 Jan 2011. I have the chicken pox!
Boo!
What a way to start the year huh?

i've got a feeling

i've gt a bad bad feeling
fever up
fever down
fever up
fever down
body aches

i'm gonna c the doc again

Happy New Year 2011

每一步的終結 就是下一步的開始

The end of each step is the beginning of next

Don't Forget Innocence

The sheer joy of color pencils.
Doodles, shapes, colors, dreams...
hopes.

:)
simple innocence.
loves.

冬至归窝

此时此刻的我，纳闷了。
此时此刻的我，身体不舒服了。
此时此刻的我，失望了。
此时此刻的我，累了。
此时此刻的我，不开心了。
此时此刻的我，好想回家。

爸，妈，
燕要回家。
燕要抱着你们。
燕要躲在怀里。
燕想哭。
可以吗？

想听婆婆的故事。
想听爷爷的中国历史。
想家。