United to Freeze Tiger Trade

Tamia - Officially Missing You (Sing-a-long)

i wanna scream and shout

go away.
ur annoying me.

y am i expected to do everything u asked.
eventho everything is so constrained.

i'm not a superhero, yet u expect me to be.
and ur not even nice.

i just wanna to breakdown and cry.
so please let me.

before i run amok and start cutting ppl into bloody pieces.
strangling them with their own intestines.
grinding them into paste.

so just leave me please?
i'm begging you.
so jus give me this space.
because i need it.

i miss my girl friends

need i say more?

really as simple as it is?

evaine's new room. :)

This morning....
:)

From:	Evaine Tan
To:	chrisyeowc@gmail.com, ycynthia@maxis.com.my, caryn.yeo@leoburnett.com.my
Date:	11-07-10 06:56 PM
Subject:	my own room

hi auntie, hi uncle,
my mummy and papa said I am a big girl now and I can have my own room already.
check out my new room!

love,little evaine

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From: Caryn Yeo
Date: Tue, 13 Jul 2010 15:29:25 +0800
To: Evaine Tan
Cc: ;
Subject: Re: my own room
1st of all.
OMG evaine has email!!!

2nd of all, the room is adorable!!
that day i go sis hse to bath oso din see geh!!!

Best Regards,
Caryn Yeo | Executive | Brand Management


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From: evaine.tanly@gmail.com
To: "Caryn Yeo"
Cc: "Christopher Yeo" , "Cynthia Yeo"
Date: 13-07-10 03:42 PM
Subject: Re: my own room

That day I haven't become big girl maaa... I'm 4 months old already!Next time please come see my pretty room when you come visit us. Today got an additional flower light.You'll have to ask me if you wanna bathe in my bathroom next time. But I'll let you bathe dun worry bae yee, Just have to be softer so that you dun disturb my beauty sleep cuz most probably I'll sleeping soundly.Little Evaine
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

in your arms

i wish i was

finally

finally its done...

months of planning.

months of headache.

months of hair pulling stress!

weeks of execution

weeks of setup and buildup.

the event.

it happened.

it didn't rain *thank you weather consultant*

crowd was good.

people were not bad.

everything went ayyy okaaayyy...

few bumps and bruises here and there..

but hey baby, ITS DONE!

eminem

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

everythings such a rush

siao a?

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siao weh.

setup 12am till 3am...4am... 7am....
work at 10am...
setup at 12am again...
den work at 10am....
and work at 12am....
and go setup again....
my gosh, everything better be alright for this weekend's event.
I'll kill myself.

sometimes

sometimes ppl jus let you down.
doesnt matter what you do.
doesnt matter how long u've tried.
sometime..

jus sometime... people just dont care about you.

Events

c'mon.
buck up.

1 week to the event.
eyes wide open babe.
time to work work work!

i dreamt

it was raining the whole day today.

same as it was the whole night yesterday.

as i lay down in my bed so quietly,

i close my eyes and cover my blanket tightly.

wishing you'd be here to hold me tight,

same as you were in my dream last night.