Thursday, December 27

christmas...

i love christmas... i really do...
sumhow...
christmas gives me a sense of hope...
like...
a new beginning...

in a blink of an eye...
theres the end of 07... its amazing...serious...
it doesnt matter how much i hated 07....
like i hated every year that has passes...
it's always been
"haiyoooh~ shouldn't have done that!"
or
"haiyaaaH~ should've done that!"
or
"ish~ i could've this and that...!"

somehow, the years have never been long enough or good enough...
but thats jus me...

but i cant deny...
that these recent few years...
i may have some regrets...
but i always cant deny that there is a sense of satisfaction in the very end...

from schoolwork: assignments, scholarship, tired, fatigue, lack-of-social-life, tension, random magazine, leo club drama, videography, shooting!, lighting!!, group work!, visual com, t-shirt printing, silk screen, printing!!, $$ka-chingg!!$$, packaging, KIT KAT!, finals, consumer behavior, last minute presentation, stressed out!! ; friends: the cartoons, the ABC's... losing a frien... having ppl back stabbing or frontstabbin... i dunno... i met loads of artsy fartsy new funky friends in the weirdest, leceh-est class, i stink at videography! but the VA ppl are cool... its been a whirlwind of emotions... ; on the self satisfaction side, i survived boot camp, kinda bring back memories, even tho i cried like buckets on certain height obsticles... but HEY, i did it! i joined more camps... counseling camps are fun... eventho i still hate kids!!! the younger they are, the scarying they can be! connecting back with some old frens wre great, henry, kelly, liruey, karkiat, ang, xlvin, cartoons... they're all good...; lastly...family, its pretty messed up...from my grandpa, to my dad, to my mom.... and some personal health issues... its hectic...



wat can i say...
its been a long long long year...
man am i tired~
but life goes on...

fraser hill - anual gataway - reunion dinner

Fraser Hill
family reunion...
we occupied the whole 6 rooms 2 halls hill top banglo...

we ate non stop... everyone came back...
the aussie... the singapore's... the klang... the subang... the brunei's...
everyone...
the morning dew...
the reunion dinner table...

my cousins...

the ouside...
the inside...

more of the inside...
look up!
the hills... WOODBALL baby!

baby ninja turtle!
hello!
merry christmas
opps! thats me... NOT tipsy~
cheers~ thats my grandpa, my dad, my aunt and my uncle...
and my wine!~
the extra company~

Friday, December 14

i'm sorry...

its really hard...
i'm in one of those freakish jealous mode again...
being on break is suppose to mean that u'll be enjoying every moment of it...
be it with loved ones or buddies...
u should be catching every movie available...
and watch the dvds of those u wanted to watch for ages...
being on break sumhow means mamaking with old frens as often as you could...
or plain chilling with a bestie for as long as you can...

with tz working extra long hours...
i can sense that my frens circle is pretty limited...
it does seem pathetic...even sad...
but its true...
i am almost friendless~
i have the 4 cartoons...
one or two guys frens that actually still rmb that i exist...
apart from that...
*poof*

i have no idea wat happened...
why have i become so.... so.... lonely?

mayb i'm on good enough...
or mayb i was a bitch during highschool...
or mayb i'm evil inside and ppl finally found out...
or mayb.... mayb... i have cooties or sum sad skin disease...
i dunno...
but watever it is..
i'm sorry...

please give me my life back...
please...


oh...
wei loong....
soweee....
but the webcam u bought for me spoiled lioa...
cry...
it died-ed....
soweeee

Wednesday, December 12

so close...



i love this song...

got me emo...

sweet...

lydia tagged me!

The Rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they've been tagged.

#1: I love red! no not pink... not peach... dark bloody red!
#2: I have quite a freaking fetish on butterflies...
#3: i dun like flower bouquets...i'm more of a romantic... jus 1 would do... ;) does a black rose exist?
#4: I wished i have smaller boobies...
#5 : I dont believe in 2nd chances.
#6: When i'm sick, i prefer tablets than sweet liquid medication...
#7: I adore round headed toe covered pump heels!
#8: i actually have a liking to the whole black dark gothic theme...

tag...
1) allie
2) mandy
3) karen
4) weiloong
5) siewkuan
6) weishan
7) stephy
8) who ever that wanna do this

Tuesday, December 11

jusco bukit tinggi + high school friends

after camp...
balik went to siewkuan's house...
shilled...hangout...
its been ages since i've been there...
went for lunch...
where else if you're a starian that stays in klang?
modern la~
balik....
zzZzZZzz...
siewkuan/belated bday girl jus came back for port dickson...
snozzed while waiting for munpui n valerie...

picked up munpui n valerie...

picked up wishan...

put munpui's luggages home...

where we went...

=.="

jusco bukit tinggi

pink and gold is the theme this year..
along side with the disney princesses...
i actually have the umbrella...
dun ask me why...
courtesy from the bf that works in AEON...
i love chritmas...
awww....
my gosh i cant stop looking at that red dress...
wishan n siewkuan...
it took me 5 mins to figure out wat the sign behindthen was saying..
i almost tot it was "do not fart"
=.="
siewkuan n me...
the pale dungu look was becoz...
i sound like a guy...leaking like a pipe..coughing like a engine...
ppl sick la~
Valerie n munpui...
they've been primary schools besties....!
i tink...
candids~wishan...
candids~siewkuan...
candids~valerie n munpui

we ate at black canyon..
the food was not bad....
serious!


-yen-

dodo~

mom brought back a new stray dog...
dun ask y...now my hse has 3 dogs....

taman pertanian children's camp

how can i describe it...
fun...?
erm...yea...
exciting...?
ok la...
tiring...?
hell yeah!!
rewarding...?
definitely....!
i enjoyed the trip...eventho the amount of kids were tormenting...
they were on they best behaviour la...
so it was fun...we went tesco shopping for our vege n food....
hiking...
trackking...
it was fun la...
its been ages since i've seen greens....
i love mother nature~
taman pertanian
outside where we stay
the main entrance to our house
walkway outside
the front door
huge arse ants!!!
morning exercise
run run run!!!!
other houses...
the sungai~
danau perikanan...
huge batang~
one of my kiddies wit our breakfast...
they cook wan oooo~~
we supervise only~
discussion...
my other also sick counsellor...
the teacher... 4season house...
the lake...
the narrow tower we climbed and conquered!!
the scenery...
the maze....
bye bye taman pertanian...

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